♡ (i think i forgot to send otto for cube, spill the tea)
Oft the expression of utter irritation and spite distorted their commonly to behold mischievous expression when a mere mention of that man occurred, doubly so if comparison was drawn. Centuries of imprisonment, humiliation and exploitation constructed an insurmountable resentment, under which even benefits of obtained comprehension of the world and its inhabitants were submerged. Through his eyes they witnessed the ugly side of humanity, through his perspective the human existence was judged, through his existence they perceived and learned, unbeknownst to self blurring the edges of who was 'he' and 'them' by subconsciously imitating and adapting patterns of conduct of the deceased man. And when the realization dawned, it begat the immediate and vivid denial, excuses, originated from their lack of unique persona (an image and identity that were only theirs) and their awareness of the fact. It was a rather arduous task to wear the human skin.
Despite still festering bitterness, the fervent emotion which was supposed to be found only within organic forms of life, the absence of the man was keenly perceived, the five centuries long conversations gifted more questions upon his departure. Mayhap their inability to contend with the parting compelled divine key to converse with Lucheni beyond the purpose of the mission to reminisce 'bout the bygone decades. So many inexplicable decisions, such a consuming obsession, so many deaths, just to correct one, but refusal to prevent own. "Yet another foolish man." Along with artificial chuckle words escaped him, saturated with both undeniable hostility and sorrow. Their association with that man was forever etched onto the pages of history, rendering Void Archives his legacy, left to remain and carry the burden of that face. Golden gaze would soon lock its attention on another man, whose life was also irreversibly altered by Otto's actions; a complete opposite, yet equally fascinating. Perchance a new perspective would further their development.
○○○○○ | ATTRACTION
●●○○○ | AFFECTION
●●●●● | INTEREST
●○○○○ | LOYALTY
●●●●○ | TRUST
&. what my muse thinks of yours || @epokhas