#entitythinks

I would absolutely love to make friends, so feel free to reblog with experiences, dm, send asks, etc.!!

Just a dog!! High energy, high work drive freak of a dog. Anxious, bitey shelter Malinois with an incredible interest in anything eldritch.

My current main interests: Knives (collect them), SoulsBorne, Hannibal, vulture culture, psychology, reading, writing, ocs, drawing, crafting in general, and music! ALWAYS looking for new music

Y’all fuckin with cannibalism? ;)

I’m non-binary, always have been and probably always will. But I choose to act, look, etc. as my agab because it makes my life easier. Some of my family is kinda homophobic (they’d just give me a weird look and then continue on) and the place I currently live in is… iffy a lot. It’d be fine but it’d also be easier if I didn’t transition

And then like. There’s so much to worry about. Talking to a therapist about it, getting tested to see if I’m “trans enough” to go on hrt, etc. etc. It seems like there’s so many awkward stages with transitioning as you figure yourself out, but I’ve had this body since I was born. There’s no getting used to new things, yknow?? It’s almost like a sense of comfortability and familiarity despite my constant soul aching level of dysphoria?

But that makes me feel “less trans”, whatever that’s supposed to mean. And that brings along an odd sense of insecurity. It makes me feel like a fool to meet other queer people and be like “oh yea I’m non-binary!” But then I’m willingly choosing to keep going along with my agab.