#ensome

This is Junipr Florid and a grub she found and cares for named Ensome Paltra

Why do stars fall? I wonder I am laying in my bed.. i feel as though i am sinking in it! I feel so heavy and my head so light.. Is that even possible? Everything is dark.. The sun is going to come out in an hour or so.. Well if i die today let the world know it was love. Yes, Im a drama queen that feels like shit right now. The world is orbiting around my head accompanied by my thoughts.. Every move i make feels like its in slow-motion.. Its so quiet as if time stopped for a bit.  i hate this feeling! Its the time when everyting spins in my head! What was forever seems now gone. no more. kaput. I just want to see you.. Ask you if you feel like me! ensome. Such a strong word.. I dont want to give up. I'm alive! Ill be here standing, waiting and thinking of you.. You say good things but those words disappear. I'm sure they'll come back again.. I can only hope they do.. Those words..  Waiting for the moment you realize you're losing a special person.. Waiting for you to change that.. BLAH i expect to much.  I guess it my fault because im head over heels for you.. Stupid, stupid me. Well i can only believe that today will be different then all the other days. Finally! The skinniest hope, but still hope :)