Еnnead Аsks - I'm rereading the 40th chapter, which reveals the sexual abuse that Seth suffered at the hands of Osiris... and here are a few heart-wrenching details that have pierced my heart like shards of glass.
1 - During the blowjob, Osiris gently played with Seth's hair, and Seth scratched his thighs until they were bleeding. 2 - When Seth said it was painful, Osiris made him touch his own erection and told him he was pretending.
3 - Osiris literally told Set to relax, because he couldn't push any further inside him, because Set was obviously not relaxed/probably not physically aroused enough and was probably experiencing hyperventilation. 4 - Osiris apparently ejaculated inside Seth.
5 - Seth literally didn't understand why he was experiencing physical pleasure and why is he moaning. It seems that he started crying at that moment.
6 - When Osiris pressed him against the colony, Seth was literally staring at the vessels with Anubis's soul inside.
7 - It was after the rape that Seth's eyes became crazed.
I had to go back and reread it (along with a couple chapters before and after) cuz it's been almost a year since I read that part and oh lord reading this after knowing everything that happens later on it's like ten million times worse
Also your attention to all the little details is insane, I would be like woah that's so cool but in this case it just makes the scene so much more terrible, Set's over here drawing blood and all Osiris says is "Go deeper, you're bad at this"
ALSO the fact that he used Anubis' life as like a bargaining point is fucking insane I completely forgot he even did that like he made it seem like Set did it willingly cuz he was holding Anubis' life over his head like the way he manipulates people is so so so disgusting and calculated and it makes me want to scream.
The part where Set pulls away for a second to breathe and then Osiris is like "Well I guess we'll just have to do this another way" and the Set BEGS him to let him try to give him oral one more time so he can avoid an even more painful assault it's just heartbreaking, like you worded it perfectly there are shards of glass being stabbed into my heart, the blood is draining out and I am dying that's what this feels like
And the panels where it keeps switching between Isis' blood dripping and Set being assaulted?? That's fucking insane and terrifying, I forgot how crazy Isis' magic is
Anyways, these details are awful and terrible I am going to go weep bitterly in a corner, I think I've said it before but the relationship I have with this manhwa is basically toxic yaoi











