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Ennaria
2025 November
fuck it more nari posting
(+vent; tw si, sh, mentions of suicide)
yknow the feeling when you're listening to a song and it just hits you in the gut? thats CRASHOUT for me. it makes me want to go back to jiraiblr even though i know i shouldn't.
i know that everything is going to go wrong again this year. im going to have to leave my 7th high school in 3 years and im gonna end up with even bigger scars on my wrists and legs. i dont know why i thought that i could recover from all of this.
here have some lyrics *throws this at you*
Don't think that I wont try again Don't think I'll make it through the night I don't think they should be surprised Ever since birth I have wished to die
I know that I'm fucking suffering I know im not fucking special I know that I'm so disgusting I know that I'm not the only one
Day dream 'bout endless nothings Shrine of angels praying for the void Was my life worth corrupting? Don't recognise what I've become
I might just do it again Crashout Give up No fucks Just do it again Crashout No fucks Just do it again Maybe I needed a friend Maybe you should have seen it coming
the end of it reads like im a ghost terrorizing the people that drove me to suicide so yay!!!!
anyways if you read all of this give me an ask and tell me 3 things about yourself
last nari post of the night (with some extra analysis)
so this came out right in the middle of my weird/creepy obsession with this girl at my old old school. i thought i was majorly in love with her but when i told my therapist about how i felt about her, my therapist diagnosed me with ocd so yeah... anyways yeah if ur a day 1 og, you know who im talking about, i later found out that all my "flirting" (yes, i did genuinely think that i was just flirting) was making her SUPER uncomfortable and she was making shitposts about me on her public twitter even tho she never told me that it was making her uncomfortable and there was literally no way for me to have known. (yes i am autistic) anyways none of this was her fault, but it would've been nice if she would've told me that it was making her uncomfortable. anyways back to the song- it perfectly describes what i was feeling for her. not quite jealousy, not quite a crush, but just pure obsession. haha i hope i get help soon.
any members of nari nation on here? PLEASE I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS LEGENDARY ALBUM DROP I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR IT FOR OVER A YEAR
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Ennaria - CRASHOUT
2026 July
Ennaria - Monstarrr
2024 February
serious musical whiplash right there.