#enjoy !!!!!

THANKS SO MUCH! the compliment melts my little heart :}

i couldnt worm nsfw into this but dont worry im sure there will be more nsfw of him in the future >:3

cuddles with todoroki shouto!

Alright so to start off strong, we all know Todoroki clearly was not shown much affection growing up. He had his mother for a short time and even then all-around affection was scarce. To make matters worse, post ‘indicent’ it was non-existant. Maybe from his sister he got the occasional pat on the back or her hand pressed over the tops of his knuckles while she worried, but other than that, he was pretty much surrounded in barbed wire. Metaphircally and literally cold to the touch. That being said, physical affection is even further out of his zone. It’s so foreign that he’s likely convinced himself he’d be satisfied going without for the rest of his life. Can’t miss what you never had, right?

It’s quite the sad case.

The source of this is simple. He’s comfortable with the lack of intimacy much for the same reason that for the longest time he was comfortable with, no, preferred, to not have any friends at his side: he was never them presented the right kind. He wasn’t presented many at all, actually. Yes, the U.A. students that were able to succesffuly deter his wires, toss ladders up his iron walls. Izuku, namely, found himself wedged between his heart and a hard place. But, as did you. He was learning to be kind along with something else other than spiteful and everystep was a baby one at that.

Cuddling isn’t something he’s accustomed to literally what so ever. Hugs are a huge deal for him. Real, genuine, non-obligatory hugs, anyways. The first time you wrap yourself around him to cuddle I won’t even lie it’s awkward as hell. He doesn’t know what he’s doing and while I wish I could say ‘oh, I’m sure he’s seen some movies!’ I can’t, because, well... He hasn’t. Movies aren’t entirely his thing so the only time he really watches them are when he’s with his friends and romance aren’t exactly the type of movies a bunch of rowdy teenagers want to watch with popcorn and sodas.

Todoroki is stiff as a plank and pretty much acts like a doll in your hands. He let’s you control absolutely everything and allows you to situate him how you see fit. He’s like a mannenquin: malable and unmoving. It sounds like a good plan in his mind, to let you position him so that you’re able to be comfortable, but it backfires. In his attempts to make sure that he doesn’t change positions, when you set him up he literally does not move. He’s a statue and an anxious one at that because what if somehow you aren’t comfortable? Some of him feels like him breathing too hard will ruin what you’ve created.

Don’t worry. With time he get’s much better. Once he starts to pick up that cuddling is for both people, not just one, he realizes that he’s allowed to relax against you. Of course it takes quite a few small talks to get him to understand this, but eventually he get’s the hang of it. He’s never considered himself a cuddler so when you had brought the idea up, he agreed to cuddle strictly for your pleasure rather this own. That was his mistake, and luckily, it was an easy fix.

Once his nerves start to settle you both find that he’s a natural at cuddling. Very soft, perfect holds no matter the scenario. He molds against you with ease and comfort. However he’s still nervous about the timing and reading moods, as he doesn’t want to bombard you with physical touches all time. He’s still a work in progress but you know those baby steps have evolved into leaps when he begins to wrap an arm around you without being prompted to do so.

You having introduced him to the notion of cuddling blows his eyes wide open and honey, you’ve got a big storm comin. As he comes more and more around to physical love and cuddles, he realizes just how touch starved he’s been his whole entire life. For the longest time he thought he wasn’t a fan of being wrapped around people but he learns. He get’s it now- the closeness, the intimancy. To protect, to feel protected. Your fingers in his hair make him fall asleep like a lulled baby.

It’s strange to him when he discovers that he craves you. At the start, everything was only for you. Cuddling, kisses, hand holding, it was all for you as well as the notion that these are just things couples do. Expectations, really, but also love. Oddly enough he felt obligated sometimes, but then something changes. He starts to crave you when you’re gone, imagine you at his side instead of what feels like a gaping absense. At night when he’s laying down to rest he wishes he could feel your fingers through his hair, or the soft sounds of your breathing, or the way you tangle yourself with him. If you get a text at him around 2 in the morning, it’s because he’s thinking about that, of you.

This is what jumpstarts him to eventually initiate the cuddles himself. Something about having an epiphany at 3 am changes his life in such a minor yet drastic way that he’s craving affection and intimacy whenever he’s either alone or with you. So basically, all the time. Usually the way he initiates it is wordless, wrapping an arm around you or burying his head in your shoulder should you sit close enough, but sometimes if he’s feeling extra needy he’ll make his way to where you are and just wrap his arms around your waist, tugging you to him, pressing kisses to wherever his lips can reach. It’s cute most of the time but other times you’re cooking dinner and damn it the pans are hot Todoroki take a few steps back before someone get’s burnt.

(i totally did not forget to post this What Are You Talking About)

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chapter 7:: sapphic breakdowns & slushies is out now!

"I wasn’t avoiding you because I hate you."

She slowly walks over until they are only a few inches apart.

"It was because I love you. Far too much."

Their eyes met, and for the millionth time -- Savannah’s irises sparkle like stars. (Penny will never, ever get tired of them.) Savannah’s eyes flicker down... to her lips. And before Penny knows it, she leans forward.

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What a great question, Wanda! See, I never intended or expected anyone to even come close to inviting Molly into their lives. I wanted it to be so Molly could live independently, and not have anyones muses feel like they NEEDED to keep her. (Though I'll admit, we love it. Please, I love this kinda stuff. ) So I gave Molly her own safe haven! An abandoned building off the beaten path. ( My TLDR is that while Molly was trying to find her way back to her original foster home , she found THIS building, and it looked a lot like where she used to be. But Molly just assumes that everyone's out for the day, and that she's the only one around. So she takes good care of the rooms, sweeping , wiping stuff down. Even her bed is an old, rusted up frame with a chewed up, stained mattress. And she doesn't even mind! ) REF under the cut! (YES its a half done wip. Shh. )