I WANNA BE YOURS ✴︎ YANG JUNGWON
#5 You call the shots, babe. I just wanna be yours
— summary: when the same irritating boy who's had a crush on you since high school reappears in your life, you begin to question the feelings you thought you had for him.
downbad!jungwon x mean!femalereader ᨳଓ
fluff, very minor angst, crack, social media au ☁︎
featuring: illit's moka & yunah, cortis' martin, boynextdoor's woonhak, and enhypen!
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you curled further into the corner of your bed, phone pressed to your ear as you wiped at the corner of your eyes with sleeve of your hoodie.
you hadn’t realised how quiet your room had been until the sound of jungwon’s breathing through the phone broke the silence.
“so..” he spoke up after a moment of quiet. “are you done crying now?”
you let out an offended scoff, narrowing your eyes at the boy across the line.
“i wasn’t even crying that much, shut up.”
“sorry, sorry.” he laughed softly. “it’s just…you know, your voice always sounds like that after you’ve cried.”
you frowned, instinctively rubbing at your nose as if he could somehow see you through the phone.
“i’ve know you for years, yn.” he responded, your name sounding incredibly soft on his tongue.
he just hummed along with her words, quietly agreeing. “yeah, but i’ve known enough.”
your lips parted to argue with him, but no words escaped. somehow, he always knew how to say things so surely, as if there wasn’t anything strange about admitting he’d paid attention to her all this time.
you settled for a quiet sigh. “you’re so weird.”
“i’ve been called worse.”
“i’m sure you have, loser.”
a small smile tugged at his lips at your tone, the corner of his eyes creasing. “i’ve also been called handsome.”
you found yourself mirroring the smile you could sense in his voice. “yeah? by who?”
you laughed at that, but quickly covered your mouth as if you could somehow take it back.
on the other end of the call, jungwon grinned grinned so widely that his cheeks began to ache.
“i’ve been trying to make you laugh for the past six years.”
you couldn’t help but roll your eyes at that, though there wasn’t nearly as much bite as there used to be.
“i am.” he let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “you know, i used to think that if i could make you laugh just once, id probably ride that high for the next month.”
you scoffed, absentmindedly tracing circles into the fabric of your duvet.
“that’s a little pathetic, no?”
“well,” he smiled to himself. “i just made you laugh, didn’t i?”
you felt stomach flip. it never used to do that with him.
“don’t be smug about it.” you added quietly.
“i wasn’t planning on it.”
a few seconds of silence passed before she added, unable to help himself.
you groaned, laying back in your bed. “you’re the worst.”
“yet you’re still talking to me.”
“i can hang up right now, won.”
he chuckled. “no, don’t. i like when you talk to me.”
you found yourself letting out another quiet laugh before you could hold back.
“wow. twice? i must be on a roll today.”
“what?” he asked, though he knew exactly what you were talking about.
you paused for a moment, trying to conjure up a response. “because…it makes me feel weird.”
you frowned slightly, trying to put the feeling into words. “i don’t really know how.”
no one had ever looked so pleased over something as small as hearing her laugh. it was confusing.
jungwons expression softened, along with his voice. “for what it’s worth…”
he hesitated for just a second. “i just like hearing you happy.”
your breath caught in your throat right then and there. you remained silent for a couple seconds—feeling like an eternity for jungwon.
“see?” he murmured, smiling to himself. “now i’ve embarrassed you.”
“you really have.” you let out a flustered sigh, not knowing how else to respond.
he hummed at her words again. “no..but i do think you’re really cute when you’re flustered.”
you immediately covered your face with the blanket, letting out a dramatic groan. “oh my god.”
even though he couldn’t see you, he knew that your face was burning hot.
“what is it, yn?” he laughed, the noise cracking through the speaker.
“you’ve always been this flirty, haven’t you?”
“hm?” he sounded amused. “i thought you’d notice.”
“well—i did..” you trailed off, chewing on the inside of your cheek. “i just…i don’t know.”
before, you’d just brush it off. roll your eyes and call him annoying—maybe even tell him to get lost.
it had never lingered in your mind for more than a few seconds.
but now, every single word he said stuck with you and seemed to have an affect.
jungwon smiled to himself, leaning back in his chair. “well…i can’t promise i’ll stop.”
you let out a breath, similar to a laugh, shaking your head to yourself. “i’m aware.”
you smiled despite yourself, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear.
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