You get up every morning hoping everything will go away , like this is a new day a new opportunity , everything will be better at least that’s what everybody keep saying .

You want to believe that too, as the day goes by, nothing changes, you start getting frustrated, and you lose a part of you every time you feel like you’ve been let down.

Problems accumulate, nightmares begin to hunt you, anxiety start to fill every inch of your day, you feel useless, and life seems like a living hell.

You start questioning why you are here, why you ever been born, you want to live to the fullest but here you are.

The days goes fast and slow in the same time, people don’t get it, they ask me to be cheerful when they don’t know how hard it is.

There is no solution, no escape, I want to cry so hard but I am scared if I start I never going to stop.