This is my Saturday October 13th Selfie since I was working. P.S I am probably the slowest dishwasher in the universe but that is for another day after another 10 hour shift. Here is how I am feeling right now. Sad but happy because my life is going almost perfect. Ever since we separated our life’s. Which sucks. I would be honest. I miss the Fuck out of you. I miss hanging out, talking wrestling, watching it, making videos, laughing, out wild debates, I miss it all but deep down inside I know you never cared about me. One huge mistake turned into a great reality check. Since the separation I am almost done with my Associates Degree and looking to transfer to possibly @fitchburgstate I got my license and a working car. I GOT A JOB. It is a dishwashing job and I give props to restaurant workers now because that shit isn’t easy especially dishwashing. No Buero lol! But still to think about all that time was just a big fat waste of time makes me really sad. How can I get that time back? Would I ever create something new with someone or people? Would that trust be gone forever? I hate feeling like this. Thanks but No Thanks I guess I will always miss you! #Selfie #SelfieLateNight #SelfieBoss #EMStudios #writer #producer #director #youtuber #RealityCheck #unique #instagay #pride #gay #gaypride #filmmaking #filmmaker #filmphotography #October #photography #iPhone6Plus #love #videographer #videography (at Springfield Technical Community College) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bo5nG-4jD9U/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=g9vf8e0u5rj5
