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i dont understand people who feel less suicidal after discovering they're trans. is it not incredibly isolating? how can you relate or fit in in any space ever again? being trans is almost like a curse. it means ill never be happy because ill never be a woman

like why are you gonna ask me what's wrong when you already know ???? and you've already made it clear you don't care ??? it just makes me feel stupid everytime

i feel so dumb and fat

i keep going and nothing ever changes its still shitty to get out of bed i just have to force myself to feel good every fucking day it's beginning to b too much work for too little reward

yeah sure i've prevailed this day but there will just be another tomorrow

today isn't even bad i just don't want to fucking live anymore

how am i supposed to have a good time when im poor ???