Living with anxiety and depression is like having two minions rolling dice against my soul to see who will be in control. And not just day to day, but minute to minute. I like being my happy, bubbly self. I hate the anxious, depressed person that I am right now. Trust me. I wish I could snap my fingers and be happy. Unfortunately mental illness doesn't work that way. I am trying every day. It may not seem like it, but I am trying so hard. Today was extra stressful, however, so things were extra hard. I am not giving up the fight, but I am throwing in the towel to feel out these emotions. The real ones, and the chemical imbalance induced ones. Hard to do... #InvisibleIllnesses #MentalHealthAwareness #MentalHealthWarrior #AnxiouslyDepressed #SelfCare #EmotionOverload #ChemicalImbalance
