#emopoem

Its late at night And there could be a million and one things on my mind But instead there is only one You are the only thing on my mind In these late hours I lie awake Wondering where you are What you're dreaming of And if you've been thinking of me All i want from you is one thing No , it's not what you're thinking I just want you here with me Pressed up against me Letting me hold you for what seems like forever And not having to let go Holding you in my arms until time stops Because all i want for you is to feel safe in my arms And know that ill be your light at the end of this tunnel

that’s why I won’t use you.

I'm Sitting here in the dark Waiting for a sign of some sort to let me know my time is up and due. It's been forever since you've stopped bye to say hi and you're still not ready to say the words... I do You see, I feel like I'm in a whirlpool, turning round and round, going so fast I can't hear any sound. My vision is all a blur, my feeling is numb, my emotion is none, and all I taste is bitterness from ur burnt heart. I'm clearly a physical, emotional, and mental mess, and there is no telling when I can leave this nest That I have called home for so long, my brain tells me to go, my my heart tells me to cope With everything that I'm experiencing, and everything I singe into my blank mind of emotionless thoughts You just sit there and stare at me turning, and turning in my own cycle of mental break downs. I sit here terrified and mutilated down into pieces of dissatisfaction and self harm to my mental capabilities. and you still hesitate to say the words... I do.