#emonday

Test my reality

Check if there's a weak spot

Clingin' to insanity

Hopes the world will ease up

Try and make it look like it's all somehow getting better

'Cause I know how to play it pretty good against the measure

Everyone started out a little insane

But we learn pretty quick how to fake it for the game

But some of you never learned to drop the act

So under that skin of yours is a heart attack

s it worth it, can you even hear me?

Standing with your spotlight on me

Not enough to feed the hungry

I'm tired, and I've felt it for a while now

In this sea of lonely

The taste of ink is getting old

It's four o'clock in the fucking morning

Each day gets more and more like the last day

Still I can see it coming

While I'm standing in the river drowning

This could be my chance to break out

This could be my chance to say goodbye

Let me up

Let me out

I am suffocating

I can't live without this all behind me

Is this almost over now

The luck is like my darkest hour

Where you will find me

Paralyzed and dying

From the truth

You left me at the alter

My heart in my hand

I am tired and broken

Haunted by memories of

The life you've stolen

I am tired and broken

You left me at the alter

My heart in my hand

In my hand

These street lights, they shine bright, as they illuminate the darkness of the pavement

they shine, as we try to write in on her arms, the love she longs to taste

and we'll find that inside, that she's a broken heart that anyone could save

it's alright, it's alright, it's alright

feeling worthless, self-destruction

try to take control of this

see the purpose, reconstruction

write it somewhere it will stick

and stars are hiding now

but there's something out there still

and she knows, yeah she knows that there's an awful lot of beauty in this world.

She said don't change your mind

Let's leave this town behind

We'll race right off the cliff, they will remember this

It all got so mundane

With you I'm back again

Just take me by the hand

We're close to the edge

You told me think about it, well I did

Now I don't wanna feel a thing anymore

I'm tired of begging for the things that I want

I'm over sleeping like a dog on the floor

Imagine living like a king someday

A single night without a ghost in the walls

And if the bass shakes the earth underground

We'll start a new revolution now

Now

I'm fucking sorry for everything

I wanna take you back

I wanna have you back

My world is over I can't see your face

I wanna hold your hand

I wanna be your man

I think about you like so much

When I'm with you, I glow up

Let's die together, let's grow up

Run away, yeah, no one will know us

I really hate everything besides you

All I want is to be beside you

I don't know why I'm so jealous

Hate the sun, I'm just so jealous

So paint my portrait

The colors of my life

And the untold stories are painted in black and white

I can hear the footsteps

That follow to my pulse

This paranoia has haunted me like a ghost