Jul 7, 2024
Could you Draw Ennui?
Absolutely! Here's a sketch because I'm also feeling Ennui
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Could you Draw Ennui?
Absolutely! Here's a sketch because I'm also feeling Ennui
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I enjoy talking to you because you make me forget all the bad stuff, then I realized, when I'm not with you, you are the bad stuff I want to forget.
Sudden realizations
That the shirts he gave me no longer smell of him. It might have been more than a month since this tragedy, but I've not noticed till now.
I realize that I have forgotten what he smells like (when he's clean, anyway). I can describe it with words: earthy, comfortable, of the sensational brownies he makes...of home.
But I cannot recall the actual thing.
Likewise I am beginning to forget what it's like to kiss him, or to be held by him, or to fall asleep beside him on a sleepy Sunday afternoon.
Words are easy. Adjectives are no issue. But the thing itself...that's something, I find, the mind cannot replicate at will.
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Sadness is uncomfortable when it's so sudden.