#emo arc

Belladine “Bella” Ramkor

so a while back when ghe aus were getting popular, me, someone whos been watching several analog horror stuff for a while, was like ‘oh wait i should try somethign like that!’ and hwre we are. if was supposed to be a silly lil local 58 au wit luna going batshit eveil but then i was like🤨🤨 waitt,,, this has potential,,,,, and now this au has a mixture of loval 58 and my own stuff.

so basically this takes place somewhattt before the moon revolvtion and earth is still a stuck up jerk, although in this au luna managed to convince titsn to not moon revolutiojn strike thing (i needa rewatch the episodes😿) and they go their separate ways. tdsotm is a lot more bitter here, and is reallyyyy starting to hate earth, so he’s constranky telung luna to yell at him or anything but lunas like ‘nuh uh’. asteroid dodgeball comes in and luna gets smacked real hard by oje and dies. jk, they just get too weak to twke ofer the body and dark’s like ‘hey, this is an opportunity” and takes over. then boom. since dark is more 🤬🤬 st earth thr first thing he wasnt to do is kill the earth, but then luna (they can still speak to dsrk, like how dark used to speak to luna n shit, but theyre uust less powerful now) convinces him not to do any real harm to earth and darks like ‘youre right! we should kill the earthlings.’

lunas like ‘what.’ dark doesnt give a shit, but then gets an idea to rebel against the planets, just like how the usual moon revolution played out. also when dark is in control, he has way more power and can do crazy shit (like- whatever the fuck was happening in local 58), just thought id say that. anygays, hes planning a revolution, but with way more force n pressure n shit because well planets suck in his perspective, so youd think he and europa would get along. im not gonna answer that.

ergh that was weird wirded and j dont really want ti check over it. if u have questions, ask ig, my minds not in place rn but i just wanted to get thisnout erghh😿😓😓

anddd i arted

I was watching Tubbo stream today and Fred has confirmed that he is 18 -25 years old so WE ALL GOOD!

my hands are red.

my soul is grey.

i mourn a thread

ive went through life thinking I can handle everything, by age seven I had the world being thrown on my shoulders as the weight of wanting someone to love me crushed my spine, crippling me and allowing everyone to walk all over me. Maybe deep down I liked having people use me, maybe deep down I still do... I just want to feel wanted, I want to feel like someone needs me around. My friends use me as I shield, they get me big and angry... Don't they realize that when I get angry, my body physically hurts. Every time I get mad I'm tired, I start showing off weak spots and leaving myself vulnerable, why can't they see that I'm tearing myself apart for them. At home I'm the problem child, the youngest... Everyone always thinks that the youngest always gets the most love... News flash they don't.

At least in my house they don't, in my house I'm treated like shit, so I hide in my room behind music and drawings to try to drown myself into more healthy habits, I don't want to relapse again but that stupid rabbit ruined everything, I swear if I see that white rabbit again... I'll rip it's heart out. I'll act the the animal everyone forces me to be. Either I'm forced to be angry or I'm abused and treated like I'm lower than everyone else... maybe I am lower, but I keep trying. All I do is try, and fight, but deep down I just want to be held. If you can get past the spines, the yelling, the hitting, the crying, the trauma, the night terrors, the nightmares, the fear... you'll find what I hide behind walls, you'll find me, the real me. The person that wants nothing more than to be held and pampered, the person who just wants someone to care, and someone to love them for who they really are. I just want to be cared for, not for what I am, but for WHO I am... is that really to much to ask for?

My dear followers,

I'm fr so tired but I wanted to draw somethin, if you like it share it with your friends, I'm tired of being a small time artist I want a bit of fame guys, pleasszeeeereded

Love,

Lynn!3_🖤