I just really hate the feeling of helplessness you get when someone you care about doesn't feel well and you can't help it. Wether it be your friend physically or mentally sick it sucks. Especially when you're not by them and all you can do is hope they see your text and hope they know you're here and care and everything is going to be ok. Or when you're in person and hugging them saying everything will be ok and you just can't do anything. I hate that feeling. It sucks. Because your friend is suffering and all you can do is say there there and hug them and you know it probably isn't helping.

I’ve been on my winter break for like a week and a half and now I gotta go back on Monday. I feel like I forgot to do some sort of homework. Or something big I had to do. Basically I feel I haven't been very productive. Also I should have practiced my saxophone more but I didn’t and my lesson is on Monday and I was going to tonight but then time happened and its 9:00 and I don’t wanna bother my family and I’m just kinda anxious about going back to school. Ok I’m sorry but I’m gonna start making original posts to vent some things.