#emetophobia.

if I raise my arms the pain in my back makes me gag, so this is a fun night

i was admitted to the hospital twice in my life and the first was for a gunshot wound. when i was discharged officer crowley told me to get out of the way next time. i retorted with, why? it’d be a waste of bullets. and she punched me so hard i almost threw up and they had to check if my stitches tore from the surgery which was the second time. 

my stomach, oh so desperate to violently reject my breakfast meal of One Monster Energy (unstoppable force) VS my meds which I only just remebered to take, working fucking overtime to block my nausea response (immovable object)

yesterday i got a migraine because i didnt get any sleep when we had to get up to go shopping in another town for my boyfriends birthday coming up. then i got carsick and threw up in the car three times. got home and slept for 8 hours. and half the stuff we bought before i got sick turned out to not work. shit day