#emef

when bears in trees said “this love feels weird so i simply won’t believe it, whatever you’re perceiving” i felt that one in my chest.

tfw bears in trees said "im picking apart my poems im ripping apart my reasons you're sick of me always screaming but im screaming at my demons" but also tfw bears in trees said "this love feels weird so i simply won't believe it, whatever you're perceiving, my socks aren't even even" but also tfw bears in trees said "so hey its okay, welcome to the family, a patchwork tuxedo" but also tfw bears in trees said "maybe this is the result of me finally accepting that i'll be alone forever that i deserve forgetting" but also tfw bears in trees said "i'll be your house when your roof starts leaking" but also tfw bears in trees said "ive never had satisfaction in the chemical reactions that happen in my head" but also tfw bears in trees said "screaming hold my hand but please don't touch me" but also tfw bears in trees said "broken by 14 with no chance for absolution cause they refused to open their mind's eye and see we too were human" but also tfw bears in trees said "keep your bed warm while you're stuck in class it's not grand or romantic but it's the little things that counted" but also tfw bears in trees said "shes a social smoker, im an athsma patient, she's experimenting without breathing and i want out" but also when bears in trees said

bears in trees are always in some kind of situation in their music videos. hard to tell if its bad or good but its certainly a situation

Sorry I can't hang out today. Every Moonbeam Every Feverdream turns one year old today. yeah I'm gonna be listening to it all day

i don't think I'm mentally ill anymore (i woke up and drank my silly little oat milk coffee and texted my silly little texts but i don't have to backspace, take my caps out cos my phone *isnt* still on autocorrect cos i *wasnt* too lazy to change the settings)