Drew: "fat" "fat ass" "work out or get out" your eyes and fingers scrolled through your twitter mentions and you had yet to discover any positivity towards you. You were strong at first, you didnt let cry or show any emotion at first but then something changed and you needed a blade to be in your hand. It had been years since you had been free but now that you were dating Drew Chadwick everything had changed. "I gotta go the bathroom", you told him getting up from the couch. You shut the door and locked it, you slid the curtain a little to the left. And reached for your pink razor. You twirled it around you fingers, and reminiced on the evil tweets that were sent to you and you began to feel the old pain. You lost track of time, and found your self just crying on the bathroom floor until you heard knocking on the door. "Y/N, everything alright?" Your mind panicked as you tried to clean up all the blood and clean the razor but you heard the lock click and the door was opened. His tall figure stood in the door frame and he immediately rushed to your side "no,no,no,no baby what are you doing" his eyes watered as he held your wrists in his large palms. "Why? No, nevermind. Dont say it because what ever the cause is you dont need to be thinking about it, alright? Im here. You dont need this. I love you, please dont ever do this again. Alright, your too perfect for this". He kissed you then wrapped 'em in band aids and for the rest of the night he didnt leave your side or let you go on twitter. Wesley: Whats the point, you couldnt make his fans like you. You werent Carly, and they would never except you. It was the summer and you were on tour with the boys traveling across america and so far every show you had been to some girl had to make it a point you were not wanted in the fandom. "You're worse than acacia" was shouted to you, and that crossed the line. The boys were still in the meet and greet and you made your way to the tour bus. You locked the doors and sat on the bed just trying to comprehend what you did to make everyone hate you but that was just it you couldnt think of anything. Tear were streaming down your face and you dragged your feet the the bathroom. What happened next made you feel ashamed. You felt relief for a little bit but that didnt take away the pain. "Y/N, are you in there? Open up!", wes was outside banging hard on the door. "Go away wes", you shouted wanting him to not see you in this position. "Y/N i heard what they said. Its not true! Please, I love you open up". You didnt move you just slid down to the ground and pulled your knees up creating a ball. As of now the outside world went silent, your vision blurry and a ringing in your ears. Through the blur you saw feet on the ground running to your side and your body being lifted "y/n wake up, no baby please say something, i love you" Keaton: He was gone. He left two months ago and he still had one more to keep going. Its been 8 weeks without his green eyes, and the days were dragging on. It grew hard to talk to him, getting more and more recognition and a lot of fans didnt understand that he was taken. It was hard, and more and more hate came in daily. The distance and disrespect it was set you off and it became a routine to you to feel numb and see a red liquid escape your skin. You isolated your self in your empty house and began your routine, but this day was different midway through the front door opened and a familiar voice shouted out to you "Surprise babe, im home! Y/n where are you" your heart fell to your stomach, this was the last way you wanted to greet him after the months that passed by. Soundlessly he Made his way into your room, "whoa.." "Keaton, I'm-" " DONT say sorry. Your not, if you were you would have told me you need help. Do you not trust me?", a single tear ran down his cheek as he asked you the simple question. "I do, I just didnt want you to leave me because i freaked you out. And you weren't here and everyone hates me" "I dont hate you. Wes doesnt hate you, drew doesnt hate you. My mom doesnt hate you. Your mom doesnt hate you. Your dad doesnt hate you. Your family doesnt hate you. We're all you need. You dont need people who tell you lies and make you feel worthless because your not-got it? I love you, and i dont ever want to lose you".
