Vomits the finished blurb and walks away
Gavran did not quite know what he was doing presently. Ivan busied himself with setting up their tents, focusing more on winking at him than the work itself. Gavran found himself attempting to avoid eye contact and wishing they would go back to the times when the qakuchal couldnât even stand to look at him. Instead he watched Ivanâs extra arms grab at any loose foliage in an even poorer attempt at foraging. He caught Gavranâs eyes again and decidedly put all of his handiwork down and stroll over to where he was sitting on a fallen log.
âYouâre staring again Gav,â Ivan teased, one of his limbs lightly punching him in the shoulder,â Any longer and I might begin to think youâve grown fond of me.â
Gavran did not respond, but scooted over so that Ivan could sit. The two enjoyed a rare moment of silence. It was peaceful, the clearing they chose for camp provided an excellent view of the stars. Gavran noticed a small red fox gauging if the food in their packs was worth the danger before running off, the bushes rustling under its foot. He stared longingly at its absent space.Â
âYou alright lastachka? Emberleigh should be back from hunting any moment now,â Ivan inquired, looking at him with a familiar concern. Gavran flinched at the nickname, his perfect posture straightening, but did not turn towards him. Why did he have to be stuck with the more observant of his traveling companions? The silence turned awkward and he suddenly wished that he was back in that insufferable piece of jewelry, at least then he could be alone with his thoughts.
âI do not take kindly to being slighted Gavran,â she crooned, her voice a familiar suffocating velvet, âI did promise that I would not be so kind should you misbehave.â He didnât feel his pulse jump, his breath become ragged. His wings opened, shoving Ivan off of the stump unintentionally--not that he heard.Â
âYou were always so weak dear~â
âGet out of my head,â he muttered. He could see the fox again, staring at him with piercing blue eyes. It gingerly strode towards him its tail trailing behind it like blood. It sat and licked his paw, never breaking eye contact. Â
âGavran whatâs gotten into you!?â Ivan yelled as he got to his feet. But he could not hear him. All he could focus on was the fox. One of Ivanâs limbs brushed up and down his arm, the fur wiry, soft, and slightly ticklish. However, Gavran was to agitated for the action to have any success in calming him down. He looked around the camp and spotted a dagger propped on Emberleighâs pack that she had not taken with her. He shakily stepped towards it, the fox trotting underfoot.Â
âYou wonât do it,â She crooned. Gods he hated that voice.Â
He picked up the dagger. It was crude, and only really viable for skinning dead animals, but it would do. He could see her now. Silky brown hair reaching down to her shoulderblades, blue eyes with the intensity of lightning, soft tanned skin that used to bring him so much comfort. She used to be the only person who mattered to him
Now he knew she was a roach.Â
He walked up to her, slowly. She didnât even flinch.
Her drove the dagger into her heart, the force bringing him to his knees. She writhed and struggled underneath him, but his grip pinned her into place. He withdrew the blade and reentered it over and over again until he was confident that she was dead. Then he got off of her and admired his work. Her face was calm, eyes closed and a slight smirk on her lips. He thumbed a bead of blood off of her cheek. She almost looked like an angel.
âUh Gav? Are you alright?â A feminine voice asked. He turned to find Emberligh had returned from her hunting trip, a large doe swung over her shoulder. He looked down at the corpse beneath him and noticed it was just a brown fox.Â
She was never here. Of course she wasnât, if she was he never would have gotten close to her.Â
âIs he alright?â Emberleigh pulled Ivan to the side concerned. Her attempted whisper gave Gavran some solace, he knew she wouldnât push the issue further.
âI do not know my Ember,â
They butchered and ate the deer in silence, both of his companions failing to not appear concerned on his behalf. The way they regarded him made Gavran reminded him of her back when they were younger. Before the wars and politics. Emberligh rested her head in the crook of Ivanâs neck contentedly and the Qakuchal wrapped arms around her waist. Gavran returned to his tent early, not wanting to intrude. He leaned against the canvas and pinched the bridge of his nose as he let out a sigh.
He wished he never left that hairpin