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1. If you could be the main character in any video game, movie, book, etc., who would you be?

Bit of a tough one there honestly. There are so many rather cool characters in all the video games, movies, books and all that that I've seen. Uhm... To be honest I'd probably have to go with either Cardfight Vanguard with Aichi Sendou as the main character, one of the Video Games of Pokemon or maybe MAYBE one of the Yugiohs... though it's hard to say yes I'd definitely want to be a main character or whatever in any of these situations because while they have their moments of just.. pure awesome through watching or playing I've also seen a lot of the heartache and that that they've had to go through to experience those good times... I think I'd much rather be in the world as myself instead of taking over a character's life so that I could, in a way, meet those characters myself and not have to live up to anyone's legacy. 

2. Who or what picks you up when you’re in a bad mood?

Isn't this a Tumblrbot question? Sorry had to say it. Anyway uhm. Lots of things can do it. It really usually depends on how bad of a mood it is and what's causing it really. Sometimes all I need to do is separate myself from the situation for a little bit.. maybe listen to some music or play a game.. that kind of thing. Other times however I have to just... finally let myself either rage or cry or whatever and just completely get it out of my system. Those times are the hardest though because I know I worry people so badly when I have to do that. 

3. How quickly do you get angry?

Honestly not very quickly at all. It's hard to make me really angry.. or at least enough that it actually shows. I far more easily will get annoyed or irked by a situation then I will get angry with it. When I do get angry enough to show it though is when you know you need to give me some space to calm down or you really won't like the consequences..

4. How long does it take for you to calm down?

Usually depends on how angry I get and whether people keep pushing or not. Though I think on average with how it kind of.. builds up for me maybe about 30 minutes to an hour? That's minimum at times though sadly again depending on how angry I am and if people kept pushing my buttons after I was angry. 

5. Who do you look up (can be a real person or not)?

Lots of people honestly. My Mom for one because of honestly how strong she is at times, and a lot of my friends though I'm not going to name certain real life people because I don't want anyone saying 'Well why didn't you say me? You don't look up to me but you look up to them?' yeah no thanks. Also most times if I end up roleplaying as a character or muse it's because I either relate to them at least a bit or look up/ admire them in some way shape or form. 

6. If you had to categorize yourself (as a person or roleplayer), what categories would you fall in to?

Oh geeze.. I really wouldn't know honestly. If I had to I suppose I'd categorize myself as... well.... to put it simply I guess a Teddy Bear...? To explain kind of... like a Teddy Bear I'm there for you when you're in need of comfort, when you need a hug I'm there to give you one, I'll try my best to make you smile all the time no matter how rough I get or how long ago it was you really spoke to me last. If you're hurting I'll try and be there for you... however once I break you can stitch me up but I won't ever be exactly the same again. Actually... that sums it up pretty well.. to think I've been called a Teddy Bear before but never really thought about it that way... huh. 

7. Your favorite TV or radio station?

I really don't watch much TV or listen to Radio so I don't know what would be considered my favourite anymore

8. Music genre?

Again don't really listen to a huge amount of Music... or at least not enough to say a definite 'yeah that's my favourite' I like a lot of songs from a lot of different genres and I'm pretty sure at least each genre has at least one song that I like. 

9. Out of all of your roleplay muses, which one do you feel you can relate to the most? If you only have one, how well do you relate to them?

Well honestly? I think I'd have to say that of all of them I relate to either Aichi or Kai the most at times. Aichi has been my faceclaim for the longest time and Kai has been my nickname. Aichi is from Cardfight Vanguard and there's an icon of him above. He's this.. shy little boy that doesn't have much confidence at all in himself, doesn't really have many friends or anything.. however once he finally finds something he enjoys he gains friends relating to that, managing to get more confident in himself slowly but surely even with the fact that he's a bit shy and it especially shows whenever he's not in the middle of a Vanguard fight. Then there's Kai from Beyblade. He's been on more teams in Beyblade then any other character Often times people think he seems rather cold and that he doesn't care about anyone or anything other then himself. He does whatever he feels is necessary to get what he wants or what he needs and he doesn't seem to care who gets in his way. However.. once you dig a little deeper, get to know him better you realize that the cold, mean appearance and way that he has is mostly just a mask. He's actually really kind with a lot of people's best intentions in mind, he just doesn't know how to show it at all because of how he was raised. He was raised for the longest time that showing weakness and being weak were the worst things imaginable so he hides his true feelings behind a mask. While I wasn't raised that way I find myself often times hiding behind a mask if I'm feeling upset or angry, not wanting to worry those I care for, especially if they're upset at the same time. 

10. How much confidence do you have in yourself and in your abilities?

Ahh.... That would really REALLY depend on what exactly you're asking about ability wise. Some things I will admit I don't have much confidence in at times... other things I'm really confident in. For example when it comes to video games and Yugioh dueling, that sort of thing I'm fairly confident in myself. Other things like drawing however I sometimes... lack.. this same confidence.

11. What’s something you like doing despite what other people say?