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“I feel crazy,” Malcolm admits softly. “I’ve seen you twice, twice. I come across hundreds of different people every day. Why can’t I stop thinking about you?”  It’s like music to Sebastian’s ears, a deeply sorrowful tune, bittersweet even. But he can’t resist when people are vulnerable with him; vulnerability needs to be met with vulnerability.  “I’ve missed you too,” he whispers, voice cracking with the emotion he feels being somewhat truthful with an understatement. “Why can’t I move on?”  “Is that what you want?” Malcolm asks, pulling his head back, his warm breath fanning across Sebastian’s mouth. “To move on?” 

Meet Sebastian... The strong Baby of my dreams, the stubborn brat I wish to be, the whimsical daydreamer my Pisces heart relates to. And the main character in the novella I am currently working on, my first book. 🥺🫶🏻 It feels wildly surreal and vulnerable to be sharing him with other people, but with uncomfortableness comes the progress towards my goals and dreams of self-publishing my own work. I adore Sebastian with my whole writer heart and I hope you come to love him as well. 🩷✨

Tropes in my debut novella include...

🫶MM ❤️‍🩹Age Difference 🫶Love At First Sight ❤️‍🩹Grumpy Sunshine 🫶Afraid of Commitment ❤️‍🩹 Rescue Romance

I'm tired of waiting until the "right time"! I'm tired of comparing my writing journey to other writers! I'm tired of thinking I know what I'm doing on this self-publishing journey and on social media as a baby author! I'm tired of holding onto this blurb when I'm nearly done with the first draft! I'm just here to have a good time. 🥹 So, here we are. 😌 What an exciting moment. This is my first blurb, my first novella, the first piece of writing I'm planning on self-publishing. My only hope is that you will soon fall in love with Sebastian and Malcolm like I have. ❤️

Tropes for my fast-paced, high spice debut novella include: ❤️‍🩹 Age Difference 🫶 Love At First Sight ❤️‍🩹 Grumpy Sunshine 🫶 Afraid of Commitment ❤️‍🩹 Rescue Romance

Meet Malcolm... The devoted and doting Daddy of my dreams, the unwavering pillar of strength for others I wish to be, the somewhat overwhelming partner my heart relates to. And the other main character in the novella I am currently working on, my first book. 🥺🫶🏻 Like it was with Sebastian, sharing Malcolm comes with the discomfort of vulnerability but the excitement of my dreams slowly becoming a reality. I adore Malcolm with my whole writer heart and I hope you come to love him as well. 🩷✨

Tropes in my debut novella include...

🫶 MM ❤️‍🩹 Age Difference 🫶 Love At First Sight ❤️‍🩹 Grumpy Sunshine 🫶 Afraid of Commitment ❤️‍🩹 Rescue Romance

As a professional day dreamer and all around Pisces, a writing project is not complete without a playlist... Sebastian and Malcolm's relationship is consuming, veering on obsessive, and immediate. From the moment they cross paths, they don't leave each other's minds. The dreamy songs I've chosen to include on the playlist do a stellar job of reflecting that, if I do say so myself. 😌 This post stands as proof to myself and anyone who needs it, that even on our worst days, even on the days where we feel like a failure for not writing one word in our open doc, we can still put forth creative effort and pour love into our projects. 🫶🏻✨ If you are interested, my growing playlist for Sebastian and Malcolm can be found in the link in my pinned post. ❤️

Tropes in my debut novella include...

🫶 MM ❤️‍🩹 Age Difference 🫶 Love At First Sight ❤️‍🩹 Grumpy Sunshine 🫶 Afraid of Commitment ❤️‍🩹 Rescue Romance