Imagine having someone love you as much as you do. Remembering your name is not a chore, is not disappointing, does not bring hurt feelings with it. Your existence matters to your friend as much her existence matters to you. You both celebrate your days together by valuing the intimacy you built as you spoke to each other about various things in your life, good bright and enthusiastic days where you looked forward to do something, bad and low days where the world seems like a burden, only to be relieved by her presence, a soothing smile is enough to make you accept the unacceptable.
The existence of someone so dearly in your life makes all the difference in your choices, your ways of showing your compassion, your attitude towards yourself.
I don’t know how all this came into my head, all from just looking at this pic of my very favourite artist. I haven’t experienced the feelings I wrote, the feelings I so much long for.