#electrojourney

Memories ep.1: First Snow

Life is such a mess, getting stressed all the time, running after goals, resting only when commanded. We fear to lose every precious moment, we fear it so much that this fear has consumed us.

So i’ve decided to stop. listen to myself. and digest everything that’s happened to me thus far.

The earliest memory I have is of snow, my first snow....

It was a time of innocence, of endless joy. No responsibility, no job, no goals and all the time in the world. Playing to our hearts desire, no trace of self doubt. I want this feeling back “If only i had then the knowledge I have now....Life would have been wonderful“ I lie to myself to feel better

I can fell good NOW NOTHING IS STOPPING ME BUT MYSELF

it may be harder because of all the time that has passed, but i’m still capable of peace and joy, of love and friendship

i’m back at my couch, i’m looking around me

i see snow

Much better :)

Ch-ch-ch-chapter 7:

I used to be re...levant just not long ago, but everything 

is 

moving 

so fast I’m old, i’m br||~oken, i’m 

UNWANTED

But I had to expect it, it was bound to happen either way.  And it may be an end, but it’s not THE end. I’ll be back somehow.

I might look different, or sound different, heck, it might not be me anymore. I don’t know But it doesn’t matter - This is the only way out.....

As Promised, A new track :D And with this chapter, we close another journey. But fear not, we’ll have a new story next week!! (hopefully)

But most importantly, Enjoy the song :D

Memories ep. 3: T Minus 4 Minutes

Just 4 minutes...that’s all it took, and yet it felt like a lifetime. We were talking here on earth, but the silence between us made it feel like outer space, as if all our words were blocked by the vast nothingness. Can you hear me? are you trying to listen? This Reality is unforgiving....

But there were moments of hope, when I tried my hardest, when I was fooling myself. But the closer I got, the harder it was for me to breath, the worse I felt. So ...I guess it’s decided

It’s over

And it’s not even surprising It was never even meant to last You are dangerous, manipulative, my worst weakness I won’t be sucked into this black hole, I’ll live my own life! Goodbye... 

Memories ep.2:The Calculator

“The calculator“ “what?“ “...can i have the calculator, please?“ “oh, yeah. sure...“

The first time we talked, and that’s what I had to say? “the calculator“?! seriously man, you’re pathetic.... Well, at least it’s something Next time I’ll say something less awkward...hopefully.

The days passed, and my opportunities as well JUST TELL HER ALREADY But I’m scared shitless YOU HAVE TO ...you’re right....well, here goes nothing

It’s been a while guys! :D I missed this so much!!

Butterfly get this song on bandcamp! https://electrojourney.bandcamp.com/track/butterfly

Butterflies are too beautiful to exist... ___________________________________________ I still remember the first time i’ve seen one I was just a little kid I got so excited by this flying thing before my eyes maybe too excited...

Not a minute has passed and it was caught, Trapped inside my hand. For a while i could feel the flutter of his wings I was so excited, holding such a beautiful thing

But then it stopped fluttering

I looked at my hand it was fully closed It was clear

It’s dead

I got too excited, I couldn’t restrain myself, I ruined it all!

FUCK! ____________________________________________ Ever since, I fear to repeat this tight grip I don’t want to ruin another beautiful thing ever... So I will keep my distance, and enjoy it from afar be it butterflies, works of art

or people

It’s nice out here...... :)

I love this song so much! it’s not perfect, but it feels much better than previous songs :) Hope you guys feel the same.

chapter 6:

accepting the reality is necessary. I need to move on.

He would have wanted that.

i need to get stronger, for him.

Chapter 3:

The pursuit begins, the “Things” have noticed our thief! Will it be the end of our hero? will he survive? will i manage to keep up with posting? no one knows....

chapter 6:

THAT’S MORE LIKE IT!

I can feel the adrenaline, It’s hard to keep up, AND I LOVE IT GIVE ME MORE!!!!

What’s to life without a bit of a challenge eh? If you think that you’ve reached you limit, think again! If you think that it’s as hard as it gets, think again! if you think I’ll ever give up

think again