#einran

I know that whatever I say to you, she already said it.

I know that she kissed you more than I did.

She hugged you.

She made you laugh too.

Everything I did, she does it a lot of times.

It hurts me more to think that, you can always get back to her.

And I don’t have someone to get back to.

There’s this invisible knot between you too

That I can’t break.

We make love and you guys did that too.

You gave her two sons.

We don’t have any.

No matter who heard your relationship with her,

Ours is wrong.

Very, very wrong.

But I can’t leave you.

Not yet.

Just by thinking,

My heart is ripping apart.

Just by looking at you,

I am hurting.

So many lies.

So many heartaches.

So many tears.

Yet, I am still here.

Hugging you tight even if I got a lot of reasons to leave.

I am holding tight not just because I love you.

I am holding tight because I see you with me in the future.

But if destiny want us apart,

I will let you go.

That’s how strong I am.

I can let you go

Even if it’ll hurt me in the end.

I can let you go

Even if it’ll make me miserable.

I can always let you go

Even if that means I will be hurting myself.

I just wanna see you happy.

Even If that means, being with her, with your family..

I’ll do it.

Because I love you this much..

I have no time to think about myself.

Losing myself in the process,

That’s okay.

Losing you,

Is not okay.

Still, seeing you happy is my priority.

I’d give up my happiness