#eighty-six

Since you all seemed to like the first one, here’s more.

Ernst Zimmerman (エルンスト・ツィマーマン) is forcing Frederica Rosenfort (ローゼンフォルト) To read while Echo Ein (エーコ・アイン) (Aka Bobchi) is watching. They're from the anime and light novel 86 Eighty-Six (エイティシックス).

Thank you as always Dee!! 🩵🩵

i turn into an excited gremlin as soon as i see shin's name i swear. thank you for requesting the best boy, nonnie<3!

shinei nouzen x f!reader

c: jealousy, secret relationship, p in v, overstimulation, multiple orgasms, squirting, set during an undefined period but shin is 18+

It’s different tonight—the way he touches you.

The possessive way his fingers curl around your waist, thumbs pressing into your hip bones before he slides off your underwear, mouthing a kiss against the marred skin from a years-old bullet wound on your abdomen. 

You’ve never quite defined this place where the two of you meet, both of your hearts too tired from years of loss and bloodshed to let the shape of your lips form the words buried in your throat. 

Maybe it’s a lie to call this casual, the familiar indentation of your bodies against his mattress. 

—but self-preservation is all you’ve got left lately, when you wake up not knowing if each sunrise will be your last.

Shinei’s hair brushes across your face while he leans over you and murmurs, “Raiden couldn’t handle you.”

Oh.

That’s what’s got him so worked up.

You’d maybe, possibly, potentially kissed Raiden tonight after the rest of the squadron cajoled you into joining their boredom-fuelled game of spin the bottle. And you’d perhaps only done it after glancing over to see Shin with one hand against his ear, his book long-forgotten on the coffee table, the corner of his mouth curved upward as he carried on his conversation with the new commander.

It was hardly a kiss, despite the fuss the rest of the girls made over it afterward—Kurena even loudly whispered about how good the two of you would look together.

And that was that. 

—until Shin caught you in the dark hallway after everyone else turned in, your body flush against the door to his quarters as he kissed you hard. 

(omg, it's been more than a decade since I got to reply to an ask here)

I feel very bad because I'm gonna name some unfinished things, and I promise to go back to them when I can, but life is chaotic rn.

So:

and somewhere inside is the key (Eighty-Six): my longest ongoing fic, which I basically wrote while procrastinating the thesis for my post-grad degree. Arranged marriages and political tension are things that I'm actually pretty fond of: I don't exactly remember how I got the idea, but the plot and the world built around it so nicely in my brain that I couldn't stop until I put down most of the ideas for it. And the thing about long fics is that you get to explore certain topics you can't usually get into in depth in shorter works, which I think is a challenge, and so, a good writing exercise too. I want to think I managed to set well at least the beginning of the story: after all, this fic had such a nice reception and good comments. I'm honoured.

… I will never look away (Eighty-Six): another long fic I have yet to finish, the first one I dared to write. What I said before about long fics applies to this one, too, and it feels even more challenging since it deals with heavier topics and unhealthy dynamics (which is what has kept me locked with it). But seriously, that's exactly what makes this interesting and fun to write.

Colorblind (Eighty-Six): this one is actually finished! Ok, but entering Shin's mind and getting to explore his sexuality comes almost naturally to me, and it was so interesting too. And well, it was my first published smut, so there's that. I'm really proud of this one and how it grew from random ideas to an almost character study.

Gloria (Eighty-Six): I'd like this fic to get more attention than it gets (I guess it's natural because it's an unpopular ship), because the feeling, the melancholy on it... I really like it. It's raw, and human, and bittersweet. Or maybe that's just my impression, but that's why I like it.

angels roll their eyes (Leviathan): I still can't believe I wrote a songfic from a Taylor Swift song. Ok, this is similar to Gloria in the sense I'd like it to get more attention, and similar to Colorblind because it's an exploration of one aspect of a character, in this case, Deryn's (or I should say Dylan's) gender identity and how it could affect his relationship with Alek. For some reason, I tend to get attracted to these topics.

I'm gonna cheat and add one more, but consider this the public's choice: