life is not a job, love is not a job, nothing in this world that is truly meaningful is a job. Just allow it to happen naturally even though it may be rough at times, its better for it to be true then some false pretense you have created just to fill some void or annoyance. I tell people this all the time the future doesn't exist and the past is already gone. Life is a pain in the ass by itself...why add more to it. You could die tmrw for all we know...hell we all can...but if we spend our day or "present" moment upset, angry, anxious, etc. Then what the hell is the point? Fuck what people say, fuck what people do, fuck anyone or thing that doesn't bring some sort of healthy happiness in your life. You, me, us... we don't got time for bullshit. Positive vibes or gtfo as I like to say.