he paces. everywhere. all over. enough to make an indent on
his nice, plush carpet. JARVIS keeps commenting on his heart
rate. how it’s higher than usual &&, quote, “ is very akin to that
of a vibrating bongo drum, sir. if i may comment. “ to which
tony simply replied with a withering glare into thin space && a
very sassy ai.
tony stark is suffering from nerves.
it’s more common than one would think from the cocky, arrogant
bastard. but it HAPPENS. in subtle forms. the way his fingers
keep twitching && he has to touch everything in the room. a pillow
who’s position on the couch was morally offensive to everything
tony stood for. a lampshade that dared to be too inches left when
it should be tilted three inches to the right. a table that was,
honestly, quite hideous so tony told JARVIS to call someone to burn
it with fire when he got the chance.
he stops pacing to look at himself in the mirror. a crisp black suit.
a bow tie, of the same color. silver cufflinks that adorned his sleeves.
he was dressed to kill. dressed to IMPRESS. hoped to impress a
certain elf with ridiculously long hair && soul churning eyes that made
tony involuntarily forget how to breathe like a normal human being.
he asks JARVIS, not for the first time, if everything’s set. JARVIS
replies that yes, everything is ready to go. the lights are off, replaced
with tiny, lantern orbs for an almost ethereal glow. soft, orchestral
music filters through the background. the sounds of lullaby strings
&& the playing of ivory keys contrasting sharply to the erratic beating
of tony’s heart. for all the comments on his playboy status, tony
stark was utterly TERRIFIED that this would go all wrong.
‘ breathe, stark. BREATHE. ‘
&& then he’s here. legolas. standing at the doorway, mouth agape
&& it takes every command in his brain to shut down his nerves &&
instincts to RUN. to scrap everything as one big joke. but no, legolas
deserved SO MUCH MORE than tony stark’s cowardly defense against
affection.
“ uh, hey. looking uh, good. looking really
good. oh, this ?? the lights ?? yeah, thought
we could change things up a bit --------- not
like what we have is boring but like, okay. i’m
just. “
he crosses the space between them, standing so he’s almost nose
to nose with legolas. he swallows past the fear, the doubt that
holds him to the throat, the nerves that pop one by one.
“ i promised you a dance. consider
this my follow up. “
his hand come to fall on hips, another coming to clasp his fingers
&& he starts to lead legolas in a dance. pressing their bodies, closer.
clasping onto legolas as if breaking this tiny connection they had
would make the world fall off its axis. his chin rests upon the other’s
shoulder && he starts to hum along with the music, until finally his
lips part && a beautiful tenor escapes, singing hushed words in his
mother language.
his heart is still pulsing, beating, but it’s slow. calmed. CONFIDENT.
eased by the knowledge that legolas was here && that all that
mattered were the dim lights && their mutual heartbeats && the
closing gap between them.