#eddyspeaks

every time I get a notif someone's following me I immediately think

I just absolutely CHUGGED my first cup of coffee this morning,,,

Every time, I traveled many places The places that I’ve usually love But one day, I’ve stumbled upon in between There’s a certain café I discovered: An art café that usually loved by millennials A place for people who are obsessed with art and coffee.

Then, the waiter comes around and asked me, “What’s your order, sir?” I’ve checked out their menu and I chose an Espresso And while I’ve been waiting for my order, I brought up my laptop and a bunch of thesis papers But, do I look like those students who are doing reviews? Of course, there’s a difference in-between: Students, office workers, and somebody whose hanging out Many faces, many familiar friends And I thought I was just the only one knows

The next day I visited the café, I met someone else A girl who is so shy and very confused where she goes I asked her to share with my seat And both of us were asked by the waiter, “What’s your order, Ma’am? Sir?” Both of us said: “Cappuccino!” Then we stared at each other, even in our eyes And later, we talked to each other About our personal favorites and quotes But, the girl convinced me with a question: “Are you single, or in a relationship?” And then, I replied “Yes. I’m single.” Later, her phone rings and needs to go home But not before I asked her for a date And she said: “Yes. See you in a few days. Same café.”

One night at the same café, there was an open mic event where my friends are hosting I was convinced by them to join the session Then I said, “Why not?” Before I’m preparing for my performance, I ordered Latte A few minutes later, the girl I met before was here as well She thinks about her own future And she came to me saying, “Hey, this is our date night, remember?” I replied, “Oh! I almost forgot. You should text me” Then we talked for a few minutes before it’s my turn onstage Afterwards, she left again but the show goes on I felt like I was too selfish when I’m being a loner But then again, time will pass by.

What am I thinking about my own desires?

For those having their endless points

Sacrificial arguments and getting pointless

Overwhelming is what a person can do anything than desire

But when it comes to the endpoint, I’m useless

Broken, shattered dreams on a status quo

It’s too hard to make a deal with the truth

My countless endings had never vanished

And so on.

 In a drastically-themed wasteland

I see things and people brought to despair

They were hopeless and can’t rely on their intimacy

My hands are shaking while thinking about destiny

The immense of everything about it

Behold the one truth of fear

To recount the endless pain

And so on.

 By the depths of depression

In a number of days and nights

The suffer and relentless have been occurred

Those tragic moments that I feel

By the times of joyful and sorrow

I must have to do something

Emotions will take a distance

The limelight of darkness in hopes of time

And so on.

 The ruthless mayhems,

The redemption of loneliness

The resentment of my hunger for goals

And the redeem of my fate from endless pain

These are the outlines of a point of view

In the midst of the past and future

Under the pain and suffer I received

I must overcome the fear

And so on.

 To the loved ones I’ve missed

To the companions I’ve remembered

To the struggles I’ve faced

And to the difficult challenges I’ve passed

Intimacy is my ultimate fate

Under the trials of the forsaken fears

But willing to overcome these struggling deals

Redeem is my only hope