MUSE SPECIFIC INNER THOUGHTS → @eddaschild
He wants to touch everything...
"Rylan stresses me so much. I don't mind him coming in my workshop while I'm working, but he really wants to touch everything. And he can't. I don't want him to hurt himself because he's not careful, and I don't want him to break what I'm working on either. I wish he would just sit. Or maybe I could find him something to play with. Like kid's tools or something. Yeah, I should really start thinking about that!"
He's talking about Phoenix cooties...
"Rylan noticed I spend a lot of time with Joshua. I mean, it's not like I'm hiding that fact, but he's... invading my privacy already. He's warning me that I better not give him Phoenix cooties. I told him Joshua's cough wasn't contagious, but I don't think it helped... On the contrary. It's funny because I'm pretty sure he likes him! Maybe he's scared to lose his big sister, but he won't lose me. Joshua won't isolate me. He's so kind!"
I can't let him leave the Hideaway...
"I'm trying to explain to Rylan that he can't leave the Hideaway on his own. First, with the monsters around, it's not safe for a child. And it's even more dangerous these days with this creepy sky and more monsters, with all this aether. I'll never forgive myself if something happened to him. I know he's not only my responsibility, but I feel like I'm playing an important part in it. Why can't he just be satisfied with playing in the Hideaway ? Oh. He feels so much like me as a child. But I won't tell him that."
He's so curious about my airship prototype...
"I know Rylan doesn't understand my blueprints, but I can tell he's very curious about my airship prototype. He keeps looking at it, and he's already speaking about flying. Well, I'm definitively not ready for this because I didn't even start building it, but it makes me happy to see him this curious. It also distracts him from thinking about leaving the Hideaway or from asking too much questions about anything else."
I wish I could comfort him better than this...
"Rylan worries so much these days. I know he doesn't understand everything about Ultima and about the actual threats ahead of us, but he's scared of losing people he loves. I wish I could comfort him, but the problem is that I worry, too. I do my best to stay optimistic and to show him I am, to make him worry at least less, but I doubt this is enough. He's so scared. But there's nothing more we can do about it. I'm here for him, though. Always. I hope he knows that."