#eclipse shitposting

Now I know some(no one)knows about sopizza,but if you do remember any of my posts about it,do not question anything

Honestly I've always wanted to do art requests but I've always been so shy to

I remember a pt artist doing art requests and that time I was really exited since I have also done a post that featured my pt x krew au (or atleast PT!Lunar),so of course I decided to give it a go and asked them to draw PT!Lunar interesting with Pepperman(that artist really liked Pepperman),I even asked it minded that I asked in my comment and thanked them after they confirmed it,or that's what I thought.

I never saw them do my request,at first I was sure they were busy with other requests(since they are a big pt artist),but after a month and more of no content,I knew they forgot about me.From then I felt so fucking embarrassed to ever ask,I was already nervous to mention my pt x krew au,so this was just the stab in the back for me.Im sure they didn't mean it or purpose,I think,but I still feel embarrassed till this day.Even when I asked another user another time to draw Funneh and Sophist interacting,I FUCKING FORGOT TO SET THE COLOUR PALLET FOR THE DRAWING.YOU KNOW HOW FUCKING EMBARRASSED I FELT WHEN I SAW THEY MADE A FULL ON POST ABOUT HOW I FORGOT?!EVEN IF IT WASN'T TO MOCK ME OR TO BE RUDE I FELT AWFUL

So yea that's why when I see art requests,mostly from Pizza Tower users,I never interact with no matter how much I want,it's obvious no one's interested in my aus,with one haven't been played yet from the krew and the other played by half the Party Crashers members,its obvious no one's interested.Im pretty sure that even if I shared my own Pizza Tower au ideas I have,I won't be seen,my Pizza Tower posts never really get noticed (and this is probably the reason I haven't posted anything PT related recently)

This also goes to art trades,no one would want to draw my characters and at this point I wouldn't be surprised if I was told no because they don't want to or because they are busy with other trades