#wahhhhhhh

dean and cas actually fought against the entire universe that was trying to keep them apart for twelve years and they kept defying the odds every time and finding their way back to each other and in the end they literally never even stood a fucking chance they never even get to be together after everything they went through when that’s all they wanted for so long and by the time they both realized they could have had it the whole time it was too late and dean had to watch cas die in front of him and then after that he had to have his heart stabbed again with a piece of rebar and then die like that’s so fucking sad what the fuck how could they do that to them after all of that shit man

casually intimacy that totally could be sexual but isn’t (at least not all the time) with your f/o. showering together, existing around them half dressed, their hands wandering under your shirt; all things that could be or become sexual but that just become second nature to you. sharing intimate moments— sharing intimate parts of you— and trusting that they will be met with care and love, not just lust and want.

just thinking about how eddie never knew he saved bobby's life and kept him from relapsing. he never knew that bobby had bought alcohol that day, but eddie showing up and telling bobby he was a good man stopped him from ruining his life again. now, he will never know. instead, he has to live with the fact that bobby saved him, but eddie thinks he never got to return the favor. at least for his squad, he saved them once when he got them out of that warzone. but he doesn't know he saved bobby once too....