#eciwtknilb

i believe this might be my fourth or third attempt at this. my memory is awful and inconsistent but I refuse to forget vital information. if i no longer create or post anything, assume i am dead or close to it and act accordingly. i am not sure or i can't remember why i obsessed myself with the idea of letting people know. I believe it may stem from my fear of forgetting everything and therefore being forgotten myself, but at least living on in someone's thoughts even if briefly helps me. please give me a sign that you exist if i forget too much.