#ebonykin

Tank Top: (X)

Pins: (X)

Notebook: (X)

Slime: (X)

Spinner Fidget: (X)

so um.. i am so sorry everyone you deservce an explantion for why i’ve been gone so logn. 

okay basically i’m super scared for my safety and like for thsi blog becayse a classmate of mine in chem found it. she is really, raelly antikin. like “if you’re kin i’m telling your parents so they can get yuo professional help!!!” like she will actyally out ppl as kin to often kinphobic parents, so that the kin can get doctor’s help or some shit. 

yeah so we were sitting at the same table bfore class started and both scrolling through tumblr, and then suddnly she kinda cringelaughs. so  I ask her what it is, and guess what i see when she turns her laptop aruound? this blog. my fucking kin blog. “can you believe this?” she says. 

i stg all the color disappears form my face. it feels like the room is spinning and i cant talk and i’m going to throw up. my parents cannot find iuot I’m kin. this girl cannot find out. she asks me wtf is up, bc we actually get along, and then i’m caught. for a second idk what to do. then i make up bullshit about “I know that person” and pretending to be antikin having a crisis about finding out a friend is kin. “ewww,” she says, and gives me like this simpathetic look . and then gives me a piece of her chocolate bar>? i was so terrified that i didn’t even get mad and have a demon shift. i just sat there feelin sick. 

yeah all I ate that day was a piece of chocolate. i could not concentrte on the class and i don’t even remember if ut was a lab or a lecture. all I could think about was all the black i was wearing , my vampire fangs necklace, my black nails, my dyed blacj hair.I felt like everything i did or siad would make me look like Ebony so i hardly said anything the whole class. 

and um.. i don’t remeber how many days ago that was. all i know is that i’ve had to stay off the blog so she doesn’t see me, and i can’t post in case someone at university connects time zones and all that, basically I have had to hide the fact that i have the blog at all. to protect myself . 

i’m gonna post a few selfcare that i already have done, and gonna try getting around to the others. but idk when thatll happen.

Journal: (X)

Bath Bomb: (X)

Bracelet: (X)

Sticker: (X)

Sweater: (X)

Shirt: (X)

Clear Slime: (X)

Computer Earrings: (X)

Soda Earrings: (X)

Glitter Slime: (X)

T-Shirt: (X)

Patch: (X)

Postcard: (X)

Sticker: (X)

Headphones: (X)

Ring: (X)

Sticker: (X)

Necklace: (X)

Gloves: (X)

Shirt: (X)

Pillow: (X)

Asriel Sticker: (X)

Necklace: (X)

Blanket: (X)

Garden Sticker: (X)