A post to remind myself that everything worked out and the big scary thing I was afraid of did Not happen.

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A post to remind myself that everything worked out and the big scary thing I was afraid of did Not happen.

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Reminders for dealing with cyclical abuse in families:
I will be safe even if she goes back into his arms.
I will be safe even if she goes back into his arms.
I will be safe even if she goes back into his arms.
I will be safe even if she goes back into his arms.
May my 30s be like my 20s but better and with more money and idgaf-ness
There’s still a lot of pain and justifiable anger. The more I acknowledge it, accept it, be with it the easier it gets to feel and be here. Soon enough how I feel about my feelings will shift and I will feel at peace in the midst of anger.
My new eyeglasses are coming in so I will be able to see my work better and my phone and other devices ✨
I will have a day off soon so lots of leave and relaxation ✨
My transportation is positively shifting ✨
I’m taking career leaps ✨
28 is better and I am safe here ✨
Things are disappearing so I know the hard things now will fade out one day ✨
My sister is getting stronger ✨
Self care ✨
Calming sounds ✨
My circumstances do not define my future ✨
Better is out there ✨
Paying it forward ✨
Supporting a friend and supporting myself ✨
Lots to be grateful for even with hoopla in the background. For a moment or a day I will forget the hoopla by fixating on the present and future.

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I look forward to the day I don’t have to worry about when he enters this house, the energy that he brings or the fights he starts. I look forward to being in the safety of my own home, knowing who enters and leaves, most importantly who is invited. My home will be my sanctuary for me and my invited loved ones and guests. My home is a safe haven for me and my loved ones. No harm just love and comfort. Beautiful and cozy. Clean and smelling amazing. Kind neighbors and neighborhood.
I look forward to the dinner parties and the movie nights. The sleepovers and holiday breakfasts in pajamas. I look forward to lots of sunlight coming in and lifting my mood no matter what. I look forward to my new appliances and quality features. I look forward to washing my nonstick pans with dr bronners all purpose soap. I look forward to blending my smoothies at 5am or 11pm. I look forward to spinning on my echelon or peloton bike in front of my tv as I watch the news for the day. I look forward to listening to my podcasts and audio stories as I sort my kitchen. I look forward to the electric vacuum mop cleaning my floors at night after I’ve put away the delicious stew that I cooked.
I look forward to being able to move about my home safely and on my own. I look forward to having optimal health when I’m there. I look forward to steaming my sheets and putting my fluffies/plushies in my rooms. I look forward to getting an angry octopus plush and putting it on my desk so that I have something to keep me smiling and laughing. I look forward to the peace of being at home, no longer worrying that home is not safe, no longer worrying about what harm could come.
I am closer and closer to living this reality. It will be so blissful to be safe at home not worrying about someone entering or worrying about someone harmful entering and staying. The relief that comes will be so comforting and I’m grateful for it. I will have all the support and resources that I need.
I am breaking free step by step and little by little. I just have to keep taking steps. Some leaps and steps.
I am much closer. 🙏🏾💜
I deserve to experience good things