Bigger Is Better!

So today started pretty good , i woke up with a smile ,it was all going well and then i decided to meet a friend instead of spending this Easter with my family. We have a special relationship ,we are kinda close , but both of us think that the other one is a retard.I am unable to talk to him about things that matter to me , and things that im interested in .  im interested in self development and hes a “junkie“ we where friends from the time i used to smoke weed regularly . and every time i try to talk to him about self-development he shuts down the conversation.  I Regret most of the time we spend together jet i still go to see him. i dont have a lot of friends and i dont want to lose one , but i feel like hes holding me down. i knew i will regret seeing him so i bought a bit of weed  from him. i think i will start doing the morning walks again , wake up early,go walk for an hour while smoking a joint ,then returning to my daily life of video games and chilling. I really need to get my shit together ,in 2 days im going to go to the agency for a job . than the adult life starts. Im really looking forward to it. i also watched few videos about the impact of humans on this planet and it just makes me seek. sixth mass extinction started .and more than half of the population doesnt even know it, high taught: last time i took acid i realized that drama is just adding importance to a not very important thing , i feel like its mostly used by people who want to be the center of everybody’s world. Happy Easter. good night!