#dzenni

this is my last self portrait of my 365. This describes, where I stand now. 

- black and white, my favourite colors

- sun, which i learend to love during my 365; the abundance of flat light and clouds and overcast weather, which i don't like anymore for taking photos

- my appearance and how it has not changed much

- still at home, here in Graz, but probably moving this year

- in thoughts, and contemplating, as always; but now, it's not all bleak and black like it used to be in the beginnings.

summa summaris I'm grateful to having done this project, no matter how annoying it sometimes was and how desperately it sometimes left me with no motivation and bad photos, no matter how sad I was and how aimless I felt, it has given me more than I expected.

I think this is going to be my last self portrait for some time. It seemed to me as if a three six five mainly consisted of self portraits. But strangely,it was not a very ruling topic for my images/for me, although I incorporated them because of lack of time/motivation/ideas. I felt a self portrait is something very personal, just as a portrait is, and such a photograph ought not be taken just for the sake of taking a photo. In my opinion, it is something very therapeutical.

thanks for following :)

P.s.: managed to complete the first application round at folkwang, univerität der Künste for Photography studies B.A., and I am overwhelmed. Nice end of my 365! Seems as if my future starts, where my past 365 days ended.

see you soon,

playing with the pollen of willows at the kunsthaus graz. they are super soft and if you squeeze them, they transform into balls of softness, comparable to baby rabbits.

playing with the pollen of willows at the kunsthaus graz round noon. It rained heavily beforehand, but it cleared up when we set out for a long walk and yummy vegan icecream at sax eis.

had a lovely long walk with my lovely sister.

I take photos the whole day long, to document, how nice it all was, and tomorrow, I'll post a resumee of how it all had been and what I think of it now, that it is over.

thank you,

love,

it made me cling to something, it gave me shelter, but it also made me tired and made me think.