#dysgenesis

Hypogonadal/Hipogonadal Flag

Hypogonadism: hypofunctional gonads.

Hypergonadal/Hipergonadal Flag

my operation on the 7th should be fun, it's supposed to be laproscopic but if the shit gets fucked up i'm gonna have a big ass scar hahahahahhaha fuck my life i can't wait to have to explain that shit to future lovers after two seconds in bed. 'oh that? that just means i can't have kids lolol' 

basically have two fears and they are getting that scar and dying the other stuff doesn't bother me really. oh and, if they accidentally remove my uterus not my ovaries. that would be so shit.

even after all this, it's not over. it's never going to be over. i'll be in and out of doctor's offices my whole life and no that's not an exaggeration, thereby deleting any chances i had to move on with life because every looming appointment symbolises square one.