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( ☆ ) feelings and/or relationships’ kisses: irresistible longing, blessing/friendship, adoration, dear/kindness/satisfaction, love.
status: accepting!
he’s too heavy for someone that’s all bones and insolence, seungwan thinks, huffing into his dark locks as she drags the half-awake boys towards her apartment. he smells like honey, sweat something rusty she could recognize (but refused deeply in doing so) as blood. her lips barely touch the moist mane that is his hair before she struggles to make him rest on one side of her only, her hand almost giving out as she fishes the key to the main door.
“good god, taehyung. one would guess you have been feasting out.” the short female murmurs and feels his smile against her shoulder; it is enough for her to drop him at last on the big couch her parents have left her on the living room. this is age. this is age and death coming for me and karma is catching up someone wrong, i’m pretty sure of it, she could have said, but there’s too much to do and the male has fallen on the couch now, mumbling things that she could not understand even if she shared his feverish high. “stay there.” she says with that commanding voice of hers he probably detested to be addressed as, but little she cared or he could do right now anyways.
seungwan returns to the room a few minutes later, a glass of water in hands and a couple of pills and a blanket in another, but the soft snoring from her couch contradicts her plans and all she has to do is to sit on her knees by his side, carefully watching the tall male stretched out. “are you cold?” no answer comes from him, and the girl frowns, brushing his hair away from his eyes and the wet forehead. you’re not even friends, her consciousness tells her, but her lips follow the soft pressure of her hands at his warm temple. “it doesn’t matter” she whispers to herself. kisses were powerful things, and even someone like taehyung deserved some comfort while ill.
he banished you, the voice continues with a tint of anger seungwan never lets out as nothing more than a sigh, but taehyung is now too calm to be the boy who screamed as he casted her out of his messed up dream land in a stubborn fit of anger and possessiveness. her face goes down again and she leaves a kiss by each of his eyelids, and the feel of them move right under her makes her tug at the blanket and throw it over his torso until she no longer feels his shivering under her palm, though his heart is still beating rapidly. his body is fighting the disease, she believes and softly pats his chest as she remembers mother doing to her younger brother once or twice.
a loud snort comes out of his mouth suddenly, and she laughs, eagerly leaning in to feel his heated skin of his cheeks on her lips. his hand tugs on her own in a tipsy gesture, more mumbles leaving him less unintelligible than he probably wished. seungwan smiles even at her failed attempt of reading what he meant – she was always so curious, and he had to have a reason to be here and to be willing to be kissed his pain away by her of all people – but her glee fades away to something she does not recognize as her eyes glance over his pouty lips.
now it’s her heart that beats too fast and her cheeks that flush. mother said you should only kiss whom you truly love, and seungwan was sure she did not love taehyung. he was foul, a mad man-child, a real life villain and she fucking detested him but still her lips are no longer in her stubborn mind’s control as she dips down and hovers them over his. a few centimeters more and they would meet to hopefully make her stop feeling like she was about to fly away only because of a boy, a simple boy who wasn’t even–
taehyung whines, in such a high voice she would guess belonged to a toddler, and it pulls on her strings just a few seconds before he pulls on her. “taehyung!” seungwan screeches under his heavy bony body, nothing but horror in her face. she tries wiggling her legs, but he is squishing her against the couch and as his head falls to her neck, she is almost certain he was chuckling while he mumbled how cold he was.

















