I want…
Sex that makes you forget about the past. The mistakes you’ve made and the ways you’ve tried to grow since. Sex that makes you forget deadlines and your usual obligations to yourself and the world. Sex that isn’t performative or choreographed, where you’re not thinking of how fast, hard, deep, wet, or anything else. Sex that is truly free, truly happy, and truly fun. Sex that is loving not because you need someone else but from a deep internal self-love of who and where you are in that moment. Sex that makes you never want to stop having sex again and isn’t ruined by the aftermath of bad decisions. Is that too much to ask for?
If it is, then I’ll just create it myself.













