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I don’t know what was my fault or everyone on earth is just being racist. It feels terrible when you’re right beside but yet no one feels your presence. It feels hurtful when the people who matter the most to you suddenly turned their back on you. It feels even more sad when you’re left alone. Maybe you’re not one of the cool kids, you’re not the smart ass in college, you’re not the prettiest of all, or maybe you’re no longer important or shall I say rather useful to them. Why is it have to be me? I know I didn’t ask this question when I was a champion so I totally get it it’s unfair for me to ask god now. But god, I always the one to make sure no one be lonely and approach them first to make them feel much comfortable and happier ..yet I was left all by myself. Maybe it’s my fate that I can’t trust anyone in life, be it in relationship or friendship! I don’t know whether I still own any true friends who willing to stick with me through thick and thins, do craziest stuff and seek adventure with me. Highschool was way better than college, nobody judged anyone in any ways. Perhaps I was fated to be alone throughout my life. So be it. Sometimes reality hurts but it’s much better than wasting time on sweet dreams that will never exist.

This is a song I've been writing for awhile, so I decided to finally record it! I recorded it in about 4 hours and mainly inside of my closet so it doesn't sound the greatest.