thinking about my fwb... about how we've discussed them taking my virginity...
they know about my detrans and breeding kinks as well
I've been thinking... maybe we could fuck raw with the intention of getting me pregnant, just once, and then getting an abortion
it'd be so hot and I'm just curious what it'd feel like, the subtle changes and sensitivities, the morning sickness, the abortion itself
best of both worlds, I get to be bred for real and I get rid of the baby
and if they keep distracting me, making me procrastinate going to a clinic until it's just barely too late, it's not safe to abort anymore
well... I guess my only option is to carry it to term, watching as my body is forced to change to accommodate the life I'm nurturing
giving birth will hurt like hell but my body is built to do it after all
putting it up for adoption is always an option
but I'm not that cruel, I'd let it suck on my tits first, let it have its mother's milk
maybe I'll be too distracted and exhausted for the adoption paperwork
and maybe my fwb will decide they want to knock me up again, just one more time, an abortion is always an option
