classes start today and im already a wreck. i did so bad in so many classes in the last 2 semesters that my community college isnt allowing me to register or drop classes. i wanted to take oceanography but im stuck with math. thanks DVC for taking 300$ i can never get back cuz im most likely gonna never show up to class after 2 weeks. my friends say “oh its just 1 class whats the problem” but they never saw me back in hs and how that pushed me so close to the edge. my dad is mad at me for not doing well so im gonna have to pay rent. welp goodbye 1k$ a month. Having no motivation to do anything is hard. i didnt stay with my resolution to draw every day or do japanese lessons every day. i failed to even write shit in my planner.