#dsmpdreamfictive

i miss kristian. techno helped me a lot, and phil too-- but i miss kristain. she was so kind, and she really got to know me, yknow? with all the respawns i was doing in pandora.

god i rlly do hate being a c!dream fictive. i know im kind of a dick, like, in source (maybe thats an understatement), and im. trying my best not to be too much of a dick here but it gets so annoying when everyone expects me just to be bad. sometimes it rlly feels like it'd be 10x easier to just act on my urges and prove them right but. that'd probably not be. great. idk.