ranboo's hair was so silky n soft and prime tubbo's hair was soo soft and really fun to braid i just o-(-( i miss playn with their hair n just hanging out with them. also !!! ranboo had a tail n he would swish it around when they were happy and he'd curl it around my leg alot n let me hold onto it when i was scared 'cause it helped calm me down. 'specially when it was dark they used to look for me to check if i was alright cause i dont like the dark alot for reasons. tubbo would make lil baa noises when he was really happy n it would make me and Ranboo happy cause hes our lil goatboy :D i used ta like stim with my hands alot when i was happy, guess i should add that on considering i just exposed them lol

i know m like complaining abt not being able to hang out with them n all and that could easily be solved by sending a kincall or whatever they're called but the last time one of us did that it didn't end well n i dunno ig i'm worried that they're not gonna wanna talk w me anymore o-(-(

I don't think I will ever know peace </3 especially given how all of the recent lore was just. whack a mole but with me and my family -🐐🐺

Tubbo was hanging out with Ranboo when I came back and shit, they both looked at me all werid which is fair i guess (think ranboo mentioned that Tubbo thought i was an 'allucation afterwards) and Tubs ended up hugging me 'cause he's extremely c-word.

i remeber Ranboo having a tail 'cause I used ta hold onto it alot after i came back, half because I couldn't really handle touch for a bit 'cause of everything that happened in the prison and half because I think it helped calm em down when he was stressed n shit. he also had fuckn glowly eyes.

that's pretty much everything that comes to mind that I'm cool with sharing atm, so yeah. if you wanna chat more about memories or whatever our discord is mumbies#8147 !

thats not alot but its weird that it happened twice