#druck2

Mia Amelie Winter, the most beautiful woman in the world, was crying again, leaving little tears’ halos on her bed cover.

Her head was a jungle in which many thoughts and forces were having a battle, but it was unnecessary. What she was thinking or feeling had to stay locked up in her heart, because someone else decided what’s better for her life. And it wasn’t unpredictable, according to how she behad during the last weeks.

She deserved it? She deserved all that pain?

But nothing is better sometimes

Once we've both said our goodbyes

Let's just let it go

Let me let you go

Quiet when I'm coming home and I'm on my own

I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

I could lie, say I like it like that, like it like that

[when the party’s over -billie eilish]

Alexander Hardenberg, the bad boy, broke another heart again, while he was already broken.

But there’s a huge problem: everytime he turned his eyes around his apartment’s rooms searching for something he needed, he relived beautiful memories of the last months. And that was the only “past” which was keeping him alive, also during the bad dreams that tortured him at night.

However, it was time to restart, to let precious people go on, to be enveloped by the same glacial cover which had wrapped his heart for years.

This night is cold in the kingdom

I can feel you fade away

From the kitchen to the bathroom sink and

Your steps keep me awake

Don't cut me down, throw me out, leave me here to waste

I once was a man with dignity and grace

Now I'm slipping through the cracks of your cold embrace

So please, please

Could you find a way to let me down slowly?

A little sympathy, I hope you can show me

If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely

If you're leaving baby let me down slowly

Let me down, down

[let me down slowly -alec benjamin]

Oh, little Mia! Oh, Alex!

If only you were sorrounded by someone who could wake up your minds and make you tell each other to stop lying…

C’est la vie, someone might say, but you don’t need “la vie”, you need la vie en rose, something which is scented and has some thorns too.

C'est toi pour moi. Moi pour toi.

Dans la vie,

Il me l'a dit, l'a jure pour la vie.

Et des que je l'apercois

Alors je sens en moi

Mon coeur qui bat

[la vie en rose -edith piaf]

In the meanwhile a pestiferus night was passed since Mia listened to Alexander’s words “This thing between us didn’t work out from the beginning. You said it yourself, we don’t fit together” and a new better day started, or she hoped so while trying to hide her magone in front of her friends.

Somewhere else, Alex was thinking the same thing. But that day won’t be good enough, he knew it. He was gradually losing the control of his mind, he felt vulnerable and every single silent corner of Berlin was screaming aloud all his faults.

What if…

                   What if…

                                      What if…

Thought I found a way

Thought I found a way out (found)

But you never go away (never go away)

So I guess I gotta stay now

Oh, I hope some day I’ll make it out of here

Even if it takes all night or a hundred years

Need a place to hide, but I can’t find one near

Wanna feel alive, outside I can’t fight my fear

Isn’t it lovely, all alone

Heart made of glass, my mind of stone

Tear me to pieces, skin to bone Hello, welcome home

[lovely -billie eilish]

And another day flyed away: Berlin was already covered by a night blue blanket.

“Mia, where are you going? It’s cold outside!” asked Hans from the kitchen.

“I need to walk, don’t worry! See you later!”.

And, crossed the threshold of the house, she hurried to get as far away from home as she could, looking for a place where she could calm down herself from all the anxiety she accumulated during the last two days.

All the ghosts of the past, all her fears were following her and they started to materialize in tears until a noisy crowd interrupted her passage on the sidewalk.

“Sorry, I have to -, ehm, yeah, sor-“ tried to say, but her effort was vain. They couldn’t listen to her, because the music - which came from the disco where that crowd was directed to - was too loud.

Disco…

                   Music...

                                      …the bridge, that night, that kiss.

Mia was right in front of the place where she opened her heart and revealed all her feelings to the only man who looked after her since they started to know better eachother.

“Oh, if only past could be cancelled, if only it didn’t happened” she thought while she was walking to reach the exact point where one month before everything started for real.

And when she arrived there, she overlooked the railing of the bridge and let the wind blow in her face.

“Mia, Mia, Mia, you cannot deny there’s something between us” whispered a voice in her mind.

It was the voice of her coscience or... the voice of someone she didn’t want to be just a part of her past.

On Friday night she had only a thing to do. And Friday night came fast.

If you think of the edge of the world

Then you'll stop

Let the stories unfold

And they'll call your name

And they'll call our name

Till we sing

[the edge of the world -david o’dowda]

Who could imagine that behind the skatepark’s door someone was waiting for him? Not even Alexander. He felt surprised when he saw the blonde girl he used to love, but he didn’t want to show her his feelings anymore. Neither when she offered him her favourite drink, a bottle of cold chocolate, as he did many times before they broke up, bringing with him thermos full of hot cocoa to taste with his love. Neither when she told him that she won’t give up, that she will forbid him to go to London, that she will be ready for a long distance relationship.

But when Mia made him understand that she knew him better then anyone else and pushed him to get close to her, it was enough. Indeed, Alexander Hardenberg couldn’t stay one second more separated from the love of his life and he wanted to plunge in an eternal hug with her. He discovered to need her as she needed him. And that’s the exact moment when he had to fully open his heart just saying three words: ich liebe dich.

And she smiled before she said and after she whispered to his ear she loved him too.

Don't know where I am with you

Forgetting time and space with you

Oh, I wish we had a common view

You see my red as blue

I don't belong in your universe

For better or for worse

I'm the same, but I'm bolder

You'll get home, but I'm on my way out now

Not the same destinations

I will stay when you get off the train

You're as safe as a mountain

But know that I am dynamite

Oh, you're as safe as a mountain

But know that I am dynamite

[dynamite -sigrid]

Since that Friday night they truly had all the time of the world for themselves.

The actress who plays Mia is excellent and is bringing / approaching in a very different and unique way a version of Noora, I'm very impressed. The script is getting more and more away from the original and this has been great. The photography, palette of colors, songs and the tuning of the characters has been great too.

And guys, by far, what I'm most impressed / shocked about is Mia and Alex's chemistry. I hated and did not see at all a nice way to build this couple in the first season, but then came the second and totally surprised me. I'm loving that they are giving more emphasis on Alex's improvement, this is very important and I missed in Skam OG.

And guys, I'm sorry, after this fourth episode I gave up and I'm really looking forward to Mia and Alex getting together, and I want to know more about each one's story.