4, 17, 26, 49, DN Yes I'm greedy rawr
hi there! thanks so much!!
4. name three authors that were influential to your work and tell why
well letās see! iād say that halfpromise/laura (idk if she still has a tumblr i canāt find it?) who wroteĀ āthose who stand for nothing fall for anythingā was the person who made me think that there was still hope for writing death note fic in the year 2013. it was a pretty dead fandom but her work was/is just so brilliant and really inspired me as far as actual prose quality + atmosphere
as for content: i actually made a post earlier in the week mentioning how i re-readĀ āa tithe to hellā by aja (aka the best canon-compliant dn fic hands down accept no substitutes) and realized it gave me ALL MY LXLIGHT SEX DYNAMIC FEELINGS/HEADCANONS. iām here for violent obsessive megalomaniacal top!light and emotionally/monetarily/legally in control bottom!L
and now, embarrassingly, let me wax about the FIC THAT CHANGED MY LIFE. when i was like 16 or 17 i was madly obsessed with the redeemer series by cocaocoveredgods.Ā donāt get me wrong it wasnāt well written (the prose is mediocre fanfic prose), itās full of really really sketchy dynamics (abuse, non-con wall to wall, WILDLY UNREALISTIC FANFIC SEX, hyper-sexualization in general, etc.) but this was before the ~teens 4 moral purity~ revolution or whatever thatās going on in fandom nowadays and let me tell you when i was an underage teen all i really wanted was to read campy porn about hot anime dudes Beating the Shit Out of Each Other.
the reason i say it changed my life is because it was my first introduction to beyond birthday. i mean, i knew vaguely of the character from the fandom but i thought he was this lame emo dark!L (spoiler alert: he is), and i had no interest in reading la:bb or any fic about him. but he features in a major plotline in the second ~book~ or whatever of the redeemer series (which was calledĀ ā2 B or not 2 Bā i mean seriously. your faves? could never.) and the characterization of him is like so frighteningly, campily lovable. like heās this truly awful half-shinigami fuck who wants to drive L pretty much insane so they can Be Together 5ever but heās also always wearing womenās fetish outfits and bdsm topping everybody in a way that is rarely safe, sane, or consensual and i just? fell in love with the character. itās where most of my B characterization comes from although iāve turned it down several notches. redeemer!B is the origin of my B tho & i will always love him
17. favorite au to write
oh thatās kind of hard bc i feel like i never write real alternate universe fic? i pretty much write semi-canon-compliant aus that branch off into ~new universes~ i guess afterlife!aus kind of count. iāve written several of those. and B!lives aus. shinigami realm shit? i like anything that explores the supernatural side of death note because it gets so shafted by dull police procedural stuff tbh
26. story youāre most proud of
already answeredĀ :-)
49. writing advice
aw. <3 the most useful, and the only, writing advice i can give (bc iām someone who hates hearing writing advice & needs to figure everything out on their own) is: writerās block is fake. donāt wait for inspiration. if you want to write, just write. if you donāt want to write, write anyway. write every day. write even when itās like pulling teeth. write until itās a habit and if you go two days without it you start to feel twitchy. thereās a quote that no one can agree on the source of but which my dad (also a writer) used to tell me when i was a kid which is some writer, when asked if they only write when theyāre inspired, who responded:Ā āyes. fortunately, i just so happen to be inspired at nine oāclock every morning.ā
oh, and: edit! edit edit edit edit. it took me too long to learn this but edit like your life depends on it.












