#drowly

Crowley takes a Less Than Enthusiastic Dean out onto the dance floor, and dances with him. He leads, because there's is no way in Hell he'd let Dean lead, and they actually have fun.

Dean I'd pleasant surprised to see that Crowley is a good dancer, and Crowley is also surprised to see Dean Can. And Crowley, being his sarcastic self, teases Dean about how he "Never would have thought a lumber jack could dance."

They dance for a little bit, before Crowley dances them Towards Cas, and hands Cas Dean. Dean and Cas start to dance, and Crowley watches. Cas gives him a suspicious look, because of course he does, and Crowley just smiles.

He doesn't have the time to explain to Cas he and Dean's relationship. He barley understands it himself, and he knows Dean doesn't understand it at all. What he can do though, now that he's alive again, is show Cas that Dean does matter to him in some way. He can show Cas that he doesn't want to hurt Dean.

He can show them all, that his sacrifice? It wasn't for humanity, it was for Dean. It was for Sam. It was for Castiel.

[[i had a kinda sad dream about Dean and Crowley.

Dean got really hurt and ended up in the hospital with a head injury, damaged lung, and a messed up leg. (Car accident, perpetrator t-boned baby).

He doesn’t remember anything and has some trouble with basic motor skills. He is missing for months. Sam, Crowley, Cas(no grace?), Charlie, ect are all on the lookout. They can’t locate any credit cards or baby.

Crowley finds him first. He tells the hospital Dean (whom they have been calling John/Johnny, Crowley fucking hates that.) is his husband. (Idk of established relationship?) He goes to see Dean and he cowers behind a nurse. It actually hurts to see him like that. He looks small, weak, and sad.

Dean isn’t well enough to leave, he still can’t walk and has to be on oxygen/iv fluid. so Crowley comes to visit him every day to try and coax him back to the real world. Dean has to be reminded Crowley is his ‘husband’ every day. The nurses try to help and tell Dean he should go on 'dates’ with Crowley. They like the little British man trying to make Dean less sad. Surely that would help him remember he loves him.

Dean likes that idea. So the next day when Crowley comes over the TV is closer to his bed, he has a little stack of DVDs and lunch for both of them. Dean in his new quiet way asks Crowley to go on a date with him. Crowley’s chest just /hurts/. This was Dean fucking Winchester, quiet and scared as a mouse trying to remember is he loved Crowley or not and putting a real effort into it?

He tells him of course and sits with him in bed and they watch a couple of movies and he helps shaky Dean eat. Dean gets comfortable enough to lean his head on Crowley’s shoulder and fall asleep tucked by his side.

The nurses are happy Dean looks like he feels safe, Crowley is hurt this poor thing is Dean… The world finally broke him. Crowley wanted desperately for him to be ok. Not that he cares but this would break Sam… On the other hand, he could try and make Dean truly happy. With a little real life, a safe home, normal things for him to do. He couldn’t be there every day because of hell but it would be better than his hunting life, right?

He doesn’t leave that night. He just holds Dean as he sleeps.