#drifting-monster

Another post about how much I miss Suk-mun and D-M and Nina-Liebert.

I

miss

you

all

so

much

[[ Okay this actually cleared things up because now I get that it’s an actual personality quirk you have (getting wrapped up in fictions) and not antagonism to me as a person. I think such a quirk must also have its strengths and charms but practice

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[[ but needs practice through trial and error in order to find how to make a quirk or eccentricity into an advantage. people who can do things like that are to be admired. it’s what they often do in game of thrones, i believe… make glory in strange

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strange ways. okay. goodnight for real now. <3 ]]

HAH. I'm glad I told my silly story then. Yes, I am quite a muppet, and I actually hold no antagonism to anyone other than 2 or 3 people that I know in real life. 

Generally, it's advantageous when it comes to my use of imagination in my artwork and my storytelling. Not being able to tell reality from fiction means that I connect very well with stories that other people tell and that I come up with on my own.

[[ yeah well Johan is a serial killer and I am not… big damn difference. i relate to him on some levels but not all. really. he doesnt scare me. fictional doesnt scare me. reality behind fiction does… -yawn- sleeping meds finally kicking in…

I'm glad you're not a serial killer. Good job not making horrible life choices. 

I have this horrible tendency to take fake things and make them real in my mind. LIKE OH THIS ONE TIME /random story time that you don't need to read/ I went with my friends to Great America during the Halloween Haunt and we went through this one part of it that was supposed to be a club run by vampires and obviously there were a lot of people in scary costumes and for some reason my brain made my body react as if they were ACTUAL VAMPIRES so I went into like scared baby deer mode and just froze up completely while inching my way through the maze and it was horrible and I should never do it again. Bad decisions were made.

ANYWAY. The moral is, be very thankful that you can tell reality from unreality, because satisfiedcat can't and it's just all bad for her.

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[[ night night, Miss satisfiedcat. ^^ ]]

[[ i reserve the term “friends” for my trusted inner circle who know me and my life well… no offense. i am old school like that. and this is why i never talk ooc. i always sound cold… i just dont share personal life things w/ strangers. :\ but i.

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do have 2 cats. (not dogs because i dislike them)… they are therapeautic when they arent waking me up in the middle of the night / early morning… .-. ]]

I understand. Hah, well, it's not really like Johan sounds particularly "warm" or friendly. He's not exactly the cuddly or open type.

[[ Nah talking isnt warranted. I have my own ways of dealing with issues. if RP doesnt cut it then I do other things. i’m pro at healthy management of emotions in daily life, for the most part, all things considered. if i needed to talk id get a …

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a therapist. lmao. that’s how i feel. ]]

Well, friends are considerably cheaper and usually just as good, but whatever works, right?

[[ im probably more terrified of you than you are of me. or is that also true of the wild animals you compare Johan to? :\ ugh i have so much anxiety w/ ppl. hate not being able to tell insult from compliment because then i cant match 1 for 1… but

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[[ logically there is little to lose or gain on the internet so i take your word that its a compliment and will gladly accept. ^_^ ]]

It is true of the wild animals as well. Really, we're all animals, so there's not much of a difference. Though I can't imagine why anybody would be afraid of little old me - then again, most people also can't imagine why anybody would love them. So I suppose it's similar for everyone.

[[ ooc - T__T ]]

Goodnight, drifting-monster, detectivesuk, my-bloody-ear, toongal. 

I have deep affection for each and every one of you.

I hope to see you all on the morrow.