#driftfictive

this is the third drift fictroject weve gotten. i... i dont know how i got here. the name thing is a joke. im not actually... okay.

canon disorders!! noah "drift" fortnite has AuDHD and i ABSOLUTELY make that everyones problem. i cannot sit still, i am either talking constantly or i forget i can talk. also i may have some bit of NPD because epic decided to make me their poster child, and if people mention they dont like me as a ingame character, i feel like theyre insulting the entire game. why did epic give give me an ego retroactively, why am i the biggest advertiser. they still use my image on their official site for the game.

staring at my boyfriend ingame and i will never stop gushing about how cute his face is. his hands are so perfect for holding, the world is wonderful. i confuse my friends a bit when i decide to use his cosmetic because they think im him (he is another fictive in our system) but no, im actually just doing that so i can see my super pretty and cool boyfriend more.

boy help. i became aware of my existence and immediately got frontstuck while the body is sick.

I’m a fictive of Drift from Fortnite that’s been around for ages, but during the pandemic I was a professional Fortnite player? I think I forget that about myself all the damn time. Strangely validating, but it makes the yearning for home 10x worse. Makes my stomach hurt. Chest ache. Whole 9 yards.